At 10/20/06 10:37 PM, Johnny wrote: No biggy about my past. You either grow and get over it or dwell on it. Yeah, shit comes to the surface sometimes, but all in all... it helped put things in perspective. It's hard to get me angry or depressed anymore after some of that shit, lol.
I've grown to feel the same way. I have had a strange childhood myself. Right now I don't know where my dad is and my mother is in her second rehab center over 1000 miles away. All the drama is slowing down now, but a few years ago there was no way around it.
I now see myself as automatically optimistic. I have a hard time trying to pull bad things out of situations unless I am really mad, which doesn't happen very often. In fact just thinking about my childhood brings me to the tangent of how my sisters' childhoods must have been worse. Since they were old enough to understand what was going on during the crux of the conondrum, which was about the same time as the second divorce.