Kidd check out Benighted and Nasum, and give your bastard friend kick for me

At 6/11/07 03:48 PM, mrdurgan wrote:

At 6/11/07 03:35 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:

idio, we have way too much musically in common for people who 1.like such obscure bands and 2. have never actually met. sex just seems inevitable.

Right, ok.

Another question:

bumsex?

Did anyone here mention Fleshcrawl. Awesome German Death Metal.

HAI DUDES IM BACK AND I SAW LIKIN PARK AND NOW I'M GONNA TIEPE LIKE A N00B HOP U DONT MIND!!!!!!!!11!!!

But seriously... how is everyone? Anything interesting happened? Anyone died? Jail?

At 6/11/07 04:12 PM, Nev wrote:

But seriously... how is everyone? Anything interesting happened? Anyone died? Jail?

Everyone seems to be fine. Nothing new.

Sadly ElGhoulio was jailed on child porn charges: 1,623 counts of it.

At 6/11/07 04:20 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote: Sadly ElGhoulio was jailed on child porn charges: 1,623 counts of it.

Whats new then?

At 6/11/07 04:28 PM, Nev wrote:

At 6/11/07 04:20 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote: Sadly ElGhoulio was jailed on child porn charges: 1,623 counts of it.

Whats new then?

They actually found his incest-bestiality-midget porn. It was even locked up in a safe.

Also, he grew a cock.

At 6/11/07 04:29 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote: They actually found his incest-bestiality-midget porn. It was even locked up in a safe.

I'm a little confused.... did they actually get Alex again?

Oi, Nev. Is it true that MCR got absolutely shitted on by the crowd?

At 6/11/07 04:31 PM, Nev wrote:
I'm a little confused.... did they actually get Alex again?

No, tis a little joke.

At 6/11/07 04:51 PM, Centurion-Ryan wrote: Oi, Nev. Is it true that MCR got absolutely shitted on by the crowd?

They got bottled for a bit. But MCR aren't a band that are bothered by that, and for that I respect them, they take a lot of shit, and just carry on cause they want to please their real fans.
They demand respect for that.... so naturally all the fags gave up and left.

Its petty and shit of them. I give MCR credit for their attitude.

At 6/11/07 05:10 PM, Nev wrote: They got bottled for a bit. But MCR aren't a band that are bothered by that, and for that I respect them, they take a lot of shit, and just carry on cause they want to please their real fans.
They demand respect for that.... so naturally all the fags gave up and left.

I never go to anything bigger then a bar gig. Usually anything bigger is a shitfest, and you end up getting pizza boxes, beer bottles, and actual beer thrown all over you. Which for some people is cool, but for me. I'm not having that shit.

At 6/11/07 05:21 PM, TakeNoPrisoners wrote: I never go to anything bigger then a bar gig. Usually anything bigger is a shitfest, and you end up getting pizza boxes, beer bottles, and actual beer thrown all over you. Which for some people is cool, but for me. I'm not having that shit.

You get beer thrown at you wherever you go.
Festivals just have the lasting weekend party experience to it too.

At 6/11/07 03:55 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:

At 6/11/07 03:48 PM, mrdurgan wrote:

At 6/11/07 03:35 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:

idio, we have way too much musically in common for people who 1.like such obscure bands and 2. have never actually met. sex just seems inevitable.

Right, ok.

Another question:

bumsex?

sorry, but i want to keep my anal virginity. flattered tho.

At 6/11/07 04:05 PM, Kronik-The-Echidna wrote: Did anyone here mention Fleshcrawl. Awesome German Death Metal.

Finally, there's someone else other than me who listens to Fleshcrawl.

I'm here, no CP charges, no jail. I've just been away.

I finally found out the name of the song I listened to at least 20 times.
Dimmu Borgir- Puritania
Thanks to Earfetish's awesome taste in music on last.fm

In addition, I heard one of my favorite classical composers, Samuel Barber.

At 6/11/07 07:03 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote: Finally, there's someone else other than me who listens to Fleshcrawl.

I also own one of their albums. Made of Flesh.

At 6/11/07 07:45 PM, Kronik-The-Echidna wrote: I also own one of their albums. Made of Flesh.

I have all 7 of their albums.

As Blood Rains From The Sky is their best one.

At 6/11/07 02:02 PM, Centurion-Ryan wrote: Kidd: Damn, that sucks. You know what I call them? Fighting actions. Beat his face in.

Usually, I would, But I've noticed...

Nothing is working out for me recently, And I'm just giving up...

I'm not going to hit on girls anymore, I'm not going to try to get good grades, I'm not going to Fight anyone, I'm just going to be a doormat, (Not that I already wasn't), I've already let everyone walk all over me, And I'm sick of it, I hate myself.

I'm not even going to try to achieve anything, My life has pretty much failed already.
You want proof?

Ok, let's see...

I don't have a girlfriend, And I never EVER have, at 15 this is unusual, It's not that I'm hideous or anything, I'm also pretty funny, I think some of you might agree.

..It's just that I'm so fucking shy, I never take any risks,this life Isn't for me, It isn't for the weak.

Only the strong survive.

Ok, Another Example, I suck at almost everything, I used to get good grades, Now I don't, Because I focused on music and girls, Which I failed at, miserably.

Another one, My friends, I kind of drifted away from my best friends, because they were sort of geeks, Or social rejects, and I though I was "Too cool for them" ...And I started hanging out with this fucking evil clique of traitors....Instead.

I gave up loyalty for passing,Shallow, Popularity.

I've always taken everybody's crap, I've always been a good person, I've always Been generous, I've always let everyone have their way with me,I've always done what I'm told, I've always tried to avoid hurting people's feelings...

I've never asked for anything back,I've never treated anyone badly, I've never started a fight, I've never betrayed anyone, I've never disrespected anyone's opinion, I've never been mean to anyone on purpose, I've never attacked anyone weaker than me...

I've been used over, and over and OVER again!!

I'm sick and tired of this fucking shit, I'm sick and tired of myself,And everything I do.
I hate myself, and I have for a long time, I've always hidden it though....

It's really a shame that I was born, Imagine if someone else would've gotten this life, I'm sure they would have used it better, They would have girlfriends, And they'd be loved by their parents...

They wouldn't be considered freaks because they were "Extremely depressed and dangerous to themselves and others." No, that someone... Not me, would have been a better life... They would be worthy of this existence...

A life Is a Terrible thing to waste...

I'm giving up, I'm sick of trying, I'm sick of always being let down, I'm sick of failing, I'll just drift through life, Just getting by, Surviving, without any goals. The... what? Fifty years or so I've got left of this life, Until I die...

I just hope that the grass is greener on the other side, I'm sure that no-one at all has read this far, I don't mind, It's not like you should care anyway, Few people do, And Over half of them is dead...

I'm sorry If reading this has made your day any worse, Or made you a bit depressed.
I'm sorry, Really...

Sorry for everything.

At 6/11/07 07:47 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote: As Blood Rains From The Sky is their best one.

They aren't common where I live. I picked my copy up when I was visiting my family in my old hometown.

At 6/11/07 07:48 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote:

At 6/11/07 02:02 PM, Centurion-Ryan wrote: Kidd: Damn, that sucks. You know what I call them? Fighting actions. Beat his face in.

I'm not going to hit on girls anymore, I'm not going to try to get good grades, I'm not going to Fight anyone, I'm just going to be a doormat, (Not that I already wasn't), I've already let everyone walk all over me, And I'm sick of it, I hate myself. Depressing depressiveness.

I did the same thing one year. Everyone has.
Just pick yourself up, and focus on school. And while you're at it, pick yourself up man. Things will get better, as long as you lose that moping suicidal-candidate-talk.
Sorry about not giving such good advice, but it's some and hopefully will serve it's purpose.

At 6/11/07 08:04 PM, 0peth wrote:

I did the same thing one year. Everyone has.
Just pick yourself up, and focus on school. And while you're at it, pick yourself up man.

Lol @ repetition.

At 6/11/07 08:04 PM, 0peth wrote:

At 6/11/07 07:48 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote: Depressing depressiveness.

I did the same thing one year. Everyone has.
Just pick yourself up, and focus on school. And while you're at it, pick yourself up man. Things will get better, as long as you lose that moping suicidal-candidate-talk.
Sorry about not giving such good advice, but it's some and hopefully will serve it's purpose.

I can't focus on school,I've spent so much time not paying attention, that I'm WAY behind, And there's only one year left, And I'll Never catch up.

Also, I took a LONG time to think about this, It's not like I rushed into this,So I'm NOT giving up without trying... until now.

I can't exactly explain WHY everything is so fucked, since I have an 8000 character limit, And I'd have to type pretty much my life story, I think Abyssus Is the closest to knowing...

I posted about it once, (not here) I was having a really bad day and I really spilled my guts, In some topic, I think ZAAL made it, He was there too. (please don't read it)

But I have a good reason, I'll just take everything anyone throws at me, and not do anything more.

Bold on the actual point of the post:

But, Meh, I'll just leave you guys out of just how miserable I am, And keep on being the guy that you know me as, I'll just do that for you guys, Then everyone should be happy....

At 6/11/07 07:48 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote: I don't have a girlfriend, And I never EVER have, at 15 this is unusual, It's not that I'm hideous or anything, I'm also pretty funny, I think some of you might agree.

Dude, I'd never had a girlfriend until two months ago (this wednesday :)), and I turned 18 like 4 weeks ago.
There is no shame in that.
I hadn't kissed a girl in like eleven years since the day I asked my girlfriend out.

..It's just that I'm so fucking shy, I never take any risks,this life Isn't for me, It isn't for the weak.

Everyone is shy about things like that... its not about being weak or anything.... you've just got to suck up the courage for one brief moment and blurt something out.

Relationships at young ages tend to go nowhere anyway... so its not like you're missing anything.

Only the strong survive.

Lol look at the Spartan 300.

Sorry for everything.

Dude, you're young and things seem crap to everyone at your age... but at the moment you've experienced nothing, and you won't for many, many years. You've lived like one sixth of your life, and thinking nothing will change is bollocks.
Friends change, relationships change.... everything changes.
Okay, so you're shy and shit... but rise about it... who cares if you've not got in a fight... who the fuck wants to be in a fight anyway? If you are nice and helpful... then be proud of that, instead of thinking how you're not living a life that isn't desirable anyway.

At 6/11/07 08:21 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote:
I posted about it once, (not here) I was having a really bad day and I really spilled my guts, In some topic, I think ZAAL made it,

Ah! It was Lost-Wisdom, Not ZAAL.

Also, @ Nev, Yeah, Whatever man, Let's just not talk about this anymore...
Not A word.

As you wish Kiddyfiddler.

On another note... anyone heard of Turisas?
They're well cool. I recommend em to folk fans :).

At 6/11/07 08:31 PM, Nev wrote: As you wish Kiddyfiddler.

TERRIBLE Nickname, You make It sound like I'm some kind of Paedophile. >:(

On another note... anyone heard of Turisas?
They're well cool. I recommend em to folk fans :).

I have "The Varangian Way" Awesome-ness,
Don't they call themselves Battle Metal?
Because their music has that, Epic, Battle-y Sound to It, Which I lurve.

At 6/11/07 08:38 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote: Don't they call themselves Battle Metal?
Because their music has that, Epic, Battle-y Sound to It, Which I lurve.

Ya they do... but they're still folk really aren't they? Battle Metal is just a name they like to humour themselves with.

At 6/11/07 07:03 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

At 6/11/07 04:05 PM, Kronik-The-Echidna wrote: Did anyone here mention Fleshcrawl. Awesome German Death Metal.

Finally, there's someone else other than me who listens to Fleshcrawl.

I saw a picture of you; you don't look as I pictured you, short hair, normal kid, ya know.

STOP MESSING WITH MY EMOTIONS!