At 3/15/07 12:35 AM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Pregnancies and menstruation ARE tied in together, so uh, you aren't that weird. Not yet, at least.

I know. That's what made me think of it. Dead babies - periods. Almost the same thing.

by the way, I am headed to Ireland for a week on Friday, and I have to take all the shit music off my ipod and put some good stuff on it

</random comment whilst half asleep>

At 3/14/07 10:51 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

At 3/14/07 09:38 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Pft. People would totally notice. and knowing most of humanity, they'd use your death as a gateway of making their life significant, which most people do through drama and 'depression'. Im sure at least they'd pretend :D

Guess so. I never really thought of it that way. Having said that, I really wish my life sucked less, because now it seems like I lack a lot of control over it and it's seriously getting to me. At 17, I feel like I've wasted most of my life. I have so many regrets and personal issues, and there are a lot of things in my past that still haunt me to this very day.

You think YOU wasted your life? Look at me. I'm 21, I got kicked out of college after being a semester away from graduating, got arrested, spent a week in jail and another week in a mental hospital, pissed away thousands on alcohol and drugs, nearly flunked out of high school, lost several apartments, lived in the real shit part of town for most of my life, and I got 4 charges of possession as well as a DUI and cultivation charge. You think you have nothing to show for your life? I'm 21, have no college degree, no girlfriend, no job (at the moment) and have been practically disowned by my family. If you're 17, you're still young. You can still turn your life around. I know what it's like to be depressed. I tried to off myself several times. In the time span of september 06 to february 07, I tried to off myself 5 times: first by trying to hang myself on a fan, then by jumping out of a 2 story building, then by poisoning myself with alcohol, then by jumping out of a 3 story building, then trying to walk to the Golden Gate and jump off it. Luckily, the cops caught me before I could.

You're young. You have opportunity. You can rescuscitate yourself. I've hit bottom, yet I still have hope. I'm getting a job, going to chemical dependancy meetings, and excercising regularly. If a real scumbag like me can make something of himself, then you can too.

At 3/14/07 10:51 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

At 3/14/07 09:38 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Pft. People would totally notice. and knowing most of humanity, they'd use your death as a gateway of making their life significant, which most people do through drama and 'depression'. Im sure at least they'd pretend :D

Guess so. I never really thought of it that way. Having said that, I really wish my life sucked less, because now it seems like I lack a lot of control over it and it's seriously getting to me. At 17, I feel like I've wasted most of my life. I have so many regrets and personal issues, and there are a lot of things in my past that still haunt me to this very day.

You think YOU wasted your life? You're only 17. I'm 21, and I already got arrested 4 times, cited 3 times, spent 2 months in jail, 3 weeks in the loony bin, got kicked out of college, almost flunked out of high school, developed alcoholism as well as fried my brains doing various hallucinogenic drugs, was unemployed and had to live at my sister's house for 4 months, have lived in the shit part of town almost my whole life, and pretty much got disowned by my family.

I know what it's like to be depressed. Since september, I've tried to off myself 5 times. I jumped out of a building twice, first from 2 stories, then from 3 stories, tried to poison myself with liquor, tried to hang myself from a fan, and was walking to the Golden Gate Bridge when I got arrested.

The good news is, you can get yourself out of that funk. Just be honest with yourself and everyone around you. I'm now out of jail, out of the loony bin, getting a job, excercising regularly, going to chemical dependency meetings, and generally in a better mood. If someone who hit rock bottom like me can move up and make something of himself, then you can too. All it takes is a little bit of hope, as well as honesty, motivation, and a forward looking state of mind.

You're only 17. When I was seventeen, I was still spiraling downard, If you can reverse yourself at this young of an age, then you're set. You've got your whole life ahead of you. So what if you wasted 17 years, you've got at least twice that much ahead of you. You can do a lot in a little. Just keep hope.

Sorry for the double post, my internet's been shitty lately, and I never know if I posted the message or not.

Sorry for the double post, my internet's been pooping hammers lately.

At 3/15/07 01:32 AM, ElGhoulio wrote: Sorry for the double post, my internet's been pooping hammers lately.

Speaking of pooping hammers......

FileUpload isn't working. I upload it and then it goes "Page cannot be displayed".

I also had a wild idea last night of instead of plain grind, we could mix grindcore and black metal.

HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE???

At 3/15/07 02:56 AM, PenisClown wrote: FileUpload isn't working. I upload it and then it goes "Page cannot be displayed".

By FileUpload I mean PutFile. And I've tried 5 file uploading sites and they all finish and go "Page cannot be displayed". I'm pissed off.

At 3/14/07 09:52 PM, 0peth wrote:

At 3/14/07 09:38 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote:

0peth- YAY FOR LIVING. Congratulations for another day of victory. Odin would be displeased with that sort of death, so you still have plenty of room to make sure it's one day epic.

The way I want to die is by losing in a duel against a Spartan or Viking. COMMON, that's the best way to die ever.

I'm a pure bred Viking, i could kill you. :)

At 3/15/07 01:26 AM, ElGhoulio wrote:

At 3/14/07 10:51 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

At 3/14/07 09:38 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: stuff

You say that 17 is young yet 21 is young at the same time. In my opinion you both had hard goings for a while, but you've gotta take the good with the bad. No matter how bad things get they can always get better. By the way go to a counsiler if you keep going through depression, my friend did an he seems a lot better,

I had these arrive today after I ordered them a couple days back.

FYI to Sam; they're the limited editions with posters.

QUICK SOMEONE ASK ME WHY I ORDERED THREE COPIES OF THE SAME ALBUM

At 3/14/07 12:53 PM, Nev wrote: You forgot Myung being an ace bassists, Rudess/Moore/Sherinian being an ace keyboard and LaBrie being an ace singer :P.

Yes, I didn't bother to mention them, but I decided to wait and see what you would say about the other members since you love Dream Theater so much. :P

At 3/14/07 01:29 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote: Also , i thought it wasn't heavy enough.

They do make some heavy songs, but I know Dream Theater isn't for everyone. If you don't like them, but do think they are good musicians, then fair enough.

At 3/14/07 06:04 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote: Kreator>Destruction>Slayer>Sodom

I need to get a Kreator album, but which one should I get first?

At 3/14/07 08:31 PM, StealThisAlias wrote: proof most ng'ers have no idea what metal is

lol at the stupid faggots.

At 3/15/07 11:02 AM, Fatboy wrote: FYI to Sam; they're the limited editions with posters.

I have the limited edition of TWNAH.

QUICK SOMEONE ASK ME WHY I ORDERED THREE COPIES OF THE SAME ALBUM

Why? XP

At 3/15/07 11:02 AM, Fatboy wrote: I had these arrive today after I ordered them a couple days back.

FYI to Sam; they're the limited editions with posters.

QUICK SOMEONE ASK ME WHY I ORDERED THREE COPIES OF THE SAME ALBUM

One to listen to.
One to keep unplayed for show.
One to eat/throw at Dave for being a born a-gay-n Christian.

Or cause there was three different posters?

This Made me lol. It's Trivium's "Cover" of Metallica's cong.

At 3/15/07 12:25 PM, batman64 wrote: OK, I'm asking, why did you order 3 copies of the same album?

Cause yo momma

At 3/15/07 01:15 PM, Bahamut wrote: Why? XP

Due to AIDS

At 3/15/07 01:48 PM, Nev wrote: One to listen to.
One to keep unplayed for show.
One to eat/throw at Dave for being a born a-gay-n Christian.

Or cause there was three different posters?

Cause the website was selling them for £1 each. They still are in fact.

At 3/15/07 02:25 PM, Kronik-The-Echidna wrote: This Made me lol. It's Trivium's "Cover" of Metallica's cong.

Yeah, that whole album was a trainwreck. The cover that Mastadon did they put on UNMASTERED. Completely shameful.

You gotta admit that he sounds like a younger Hetfield there, just processed to hell. Angry and... well... not that great to listen to.

At 3/14/07 09:51 PM, batman64 wrote: Rogue Cheddar

Ho-ly fuck!

At 3/14/07 11:03 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Also. Metal. Vikings werent depressed, they just ya know, took other peoples shit when stuff wasnt going right. FOOD AND WOMENS. Goddamnit, you can do it too >: (

Sounds like an ace plan. =)

At 3/15/07 01:11 AM, ElGhoulio wrote: I tried to off myself 5 times

That beats me, I only tried once by swallowing 26 anti-depressants.

At 3/15/07 11:02 AM, Fatboy wrote: I had these arrive today after I ordered them a couple days back.

FYI to Sam; they're the limited editions with posters.

QUICK SOMEONE ASK ME WHY I ORDERED THREE COPIES OF THE SAME ALBUM

To give one to me!

http://www.soundclick.com/util/getplayer.m3u?
id=5111737&q=hi

New song by my band? Me advertising in the metal hell? NEVER!

At 3/15/07 02:56 AM, PenisClown wrote:

At 3/15/07 01:32 AM, ElGhoulio wrote: Sorry for the double post, my internet's been pooping hammers lately.

Speaking of pooping hammers......

FileUpload isn't working. I upload it and then it goes "Page cannot be displayed".

I also had a wild idea last night of instead of plain grind, we could mix grindcore and black metal.

HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE???

That would be awesome. Since I can do deep grunts and bm screeches equally well, who knows what can happen?

At 3/15/07 10:35 AM, Ganon-Dorf wrote:
You say that 17 is young yet 21 is young at the same time. In my opinion you both had hard goings for a while, but you've gotta take the good with the bad. No matter how bad things get they can always get better. By the way go to a counsiler if you keep going through depression, my friend did an he seems a lot better,

I'm over it... I'm telling him that if I can get over it, he can too. I am grateful for what I have now, and am looking forward. He was just saying he wasted his life, which he hasn't quite yet.

If I read the word viking 1 more time, I'm out

At 3/15/07 04:06 PM, WillPostForFood wrote:i

New song by my band? Me advertising in the metal hell? NEVER!

I really like this. I want to have a band like this oh so bad.

At 3/15/07 04:43 PM, TotallySpies wrote: If I read the word viking 1 more time, I'm out

Vi·king –noun
1. any of the Scandinavian pirates who plundered the coasts of Europe from the 8th to 10th centuries.
2. a sea-roving bandit; pirate.

At 3/15/07 04:43 PM, TotallySpies wrote: If I read the word viking 1 more time, I'm out

Really? Shit. Here's a picture then.

At 3/15/07 04:43 PM, TotallySpies wrote: If I read the word viking 1 more time, I'm out

Vikings are the coolest though

Cool VIKING band...

At 3/15/07 05:46 PM, Nev wrote: Cool VIKING band...

You bastard that's an insult to my forefathers!

TIL ATLÖGU!!

ÞÚ SKALT DEYJA!!

At 3/15/07 05:59 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote: TIL ATLÖGU!!

ÞÚ SKALT DEYJA!!

Eg elska tig :)

At 3/15/07 06:05 PM, batman64 wrote:

At 3/15/07 04:43 PM, TotallySpies wrote: If I read the word viking 1 more time, I'm out

Come on bro, you're a Horseman, you can't leave us.

nah I'm not gonna leave :P

But the amount of viking in metal lately is starting to piss me off. A lot. Not just viking metal, but EVERYTHING has to be 'viking' these days. They weren't even badass. They weren't even that tall. They were a murderous barbaric tribe who just murdered some of our ancestors in the name of conquest and religion. I call that imperialists or terrorists.

Yeah, they didn't do it for religion.

Nor for the Galatic Empire.