At 3/14/07 08:44 PM, 0peth wrote:

At 3/14/07 08:27 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

I've always wanted to be named Vincent, but alas, I've been stuck with Charles my whole life. Maybe I'll consider getting my name changed later on.

Whoa, that name doesn't fit you at all.

I like my name Zach.

i dont like my name much, Michael, it isnt the coolest name. for a while i wanted to change my middle name to "mother fuking"

By the way, I almost died 15 minutes ago while getting Chinese food. There was nuts in the food that they didn't tell me about in the menu and I'm very allergic to any type on nuts.

Started choking and sweating and my throat almost closed.

GOME.

At 3/14/07 08:19 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Booooooooo. Least metal name here.

Bullshit. I'm Taylor Keith Findlay. Findlay standing for White Warrior, which was fucking awesome until my parents had to go and ruin it by giving me a unisex name.

At 3/14/07 08:52 PM, 0peth wrote: By the way, I almost died 15 minutes ago while getting Chinese food. There was nuts in the food that they didn't tell me about in the menu and I'm very allergic to any type on nuts.

Started choking and sweating and my throat almost closed.

GOME.

Jesus Christ, if you died, my life would be over.

<3

At 3/14/07 08:56 PM, Gendo wrote:

Jesus Christ, if you died, my life would be over.

<3

Hahahahaha.

Come here you big jew-bear.

At 3/14/07 08:52 PM, 0peth wrote: By the way, I almost died 15 minutes ago

That would = very bad, because no one would ever know what happened to you.

At 3/14/07 08:55 PM, TakeNoPrisoners wrote:
Bullshit. I'm Taylor Keith Findlay. Findlay standing for White Warrior,

I would go by Keith Findlay if I was you. That's a wee bit more metal. =)

LOOK! The opposite of Bruce. =) I don't really know Bruce so I'm just guessing.

At 3/14/07 09:05 PM, TheBehemoth wrote:

At 3/14/07 08:52 PM, 0peth wrote: By the way, I almost died 15 minutes ago

That would = very bad, because no one would ever know what happened to you.

Yeah, I used to constantly fantasize about what would happen if I died. I didn't think about my parents, but rather that everyone would not know where I went over here.

No one probably care too much, and the girls I that are in my class would make fun of my death, without a doubt.

At 3/14/07 08:58 PM, 0peth wrote: Come here you big jew-bear.

At least you didn't call me Gare-Bear (Adam's nickname for me)....

At 3/14/07 09:11 PM, 0peth wrote:

No one probably care too much, and the girls I that are in my class would make fun of my death, without a doubt.

Poorly written sentence.

What I meant to say was, "No one would probably care too much, and the girls that are in my class would make fun of my death, without a doubt."

Lol. Fuck 'em. People at my school don't know me because I act differently inside of school than outside.

When you're about to die, it's like you're tripping really, really hard on drugs. It's quite the experiance.

welcome back hyper-active hell.

At 3/14/07 09:18 PM, TheBehemoth wrote:

welcome back hyper-active hell.

It's funny because it only gets like this when we're not talking about metal. Usually Marko brings up a conversation.

Sometimes I get so depressed that I feel like dying. Yesterday was one of those days. If I die, I'm sure my family would be upset, but I doubt many other people would care.

At 3/14/07 09:21 PM, 0peth wrote:
It's funny because it only gets like this when we're not talking about metal. Usually Marko brings up a conversation.

I've never noticed that before. It's true though. Sometimes nothing metal is happening in life other then the fact that we just listen to it.

At 3/14/07 09:25 PM, TheBehemoth wrote:

At 3/14/07 09:21 PM, 0peth wrote:
It's funny because it only gets like this when we're not talking about metal. Usually Marko brings up a conversation.

I've never noticed that before. It's true though. Sometimes nothing metal is happening in life other then the fact that we just listen to it.

With that said, I watched the music video of Amon Amarth- Runes To My Memory 5 times in a row.

At 3/14/07 09:22 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote: Sometimes I get so depressed that I feel like dying. Yesterday was one of those days. If I die, I'm sure my family would be upset, but I doubt many other people would care.

Pft. People would totally notice. and knowing most of humanity, they'd use your death as a gateway of making their life significant, which most people do through drama and 'depression'. Im sure at least they'd pretend :D
Reminds me of a convo with my best friend today. I kept telling him my heart felt like an elf was hugging it too hard, and he said if I'd die, he'd just change his name to Sam to continue the circle. :D
Then it somehow turned that Odin would be waiting for me with a giant glowing cock in his hand for me to stab people with during the Ragnarok...we go off topic a lot too D:
But Im holding him up to that...Altho I cant really, but I'll make sure someone does.

At 3/14/07 09:05 PM, TheBehemoth wrote:

Bullshit. I'm Taylor Keith Findlay. Findlay standing for White Warrior,

I would go by Keith Findlay if I was you. That's a wee bit more metal. =)

Aw you stole my idea. Keith would be BADASS metal though. Badass..

At 3/14/07 08:55 PM, TakeNoPrisoners wrote:

At 3/14/07 08:19 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Booooooooo. Least metal name here.

Bullshit. I'm Taylor Keith Findlay. Findlay standing for White Warrior, which was fucking awesome until my parents had to go and ruin it by giving me a unisex name.

Just get people to call you Keith. That name makes me expect the person to get a helmet and sword and honorably start to slaughter his enemies in that strong-silent-type way. I had a teacher named Keith, and he was the most badass english teacher to exist, goddamnit.

0peth- YAY FOR LIVING. Congratulations for another day of victory. Odin would be displeased with that sort of death, so you still have plenty of room to make sure it's one day epic.

At 3/14/07 09:38 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Just get people to call you Keith.

I've thought about it, but everyone I know already knows me as Taylor, if I tried to go back on it now I'd look like an idiot. Not to mention I'd have to go through this long period where people would accidentally call me Taylor and I'd have to correct them. In other words I've tried it and it didn't work.

On a side note if anyones looking for good Black Metal, check out Keep of Kalessin.

At 3/14/07 09:38 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote:

0peth- YAY FOR LIVING. Congratulations for another day of victory. Odin would be displeased with that sort of death, so you still have plenty of room to make sure it's one day epic.

Oh ya, I wouldn't be as angry about dying if it wasn't at a Chinese restaurant. The way I want to die is by losing in a duel against a Spartan or Viking. COMMON, that's the best way to die ever.

At 3/14/07 06:03 PM, ElGhoulio wrote: Do. That and Under the Sign of Hell are Gorgoroth's best CD's.

It sortof annoyed me that their album name was so similar to 'Under the Sign of the Black Mark'.

My CD shop has Destroyer, Pentagram, and Majorem Sathanas Gloriam, but I'll try and download USH.

in other news...

HOWARD IS BALD!!

HE'S FUCKING BALD
B-A-L-D BALD BALD BAAAAAAAAAALD

I'M TELLING YOU, HE'S FUCKING BALD

HE'S FUCKING BALD!! HE'S GOT NO FUCKING HAIR
THAT'S CUZ HE'S BALD
HE'S BALD BALD BALD BALD BALD BALD TO THE BONE
HOWARD WULKAN IS BALD!!

I'M TELLING YOU, HE'S GOT NO FUCKING HAIR ON HIS HAIR!

At 3/14/07 10:15 PM, ElGhoulio wrote: in other news...

HOWARD IS BALD!!

In other news...

WHERE CAN I UPLOAD MY SONGS SO I CAN GIVE THEM TO YOU!?

At 3/14/07 10:18 PM, PenisClown wrote:

At 3/14/07 10:15 PM, ElGhoulio wrote: in other news...

HOWARD IS BALD!!

In other news...

WHERE CAN I UPLOAD MY SONGS SO I CAN GIVE THEM TO YOU!?

Putfail works fine.

At 3/14/07 10:42 PM, ElGhoulio wrote: Putfail works fine.

Putfile?

Ok. I only saved 2 of the 3 songs I finished when my computer crashed, but I'll put them up for you.

At 3/14/07 09:38 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Pft. People would totally notice. and knowing most of humanity, they'd use your death as a gateway of making their life significant, which most people do through drama and 'depression'. Im sure at least they'd pretend :D

Guess so. I never really thought of it that way. Having said that, I really wish my life sucked less, because now it seems like I lack a lot of control over it and it's seriously getting to me. At 17, I feel like I've wasted most of my life. I have so many regrets and personal issues, and there are a lot of things in my past that still haunt me to this very day.

At 3/14/07 10:51 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

Guess so. I never really thought of it that way. Having said that, I really wish my life sucked less, because now it seems like I lack a lot of control over it and it's seriously getting to me. At 17, I feel like I've wasted most of my life. I have so many regrets and personal issues, and there are a lot of things in my past that still haunt me to this very day.

It's always hard to tell someone depressed to not be depressed. and it's hard to give logical advice when you're in an illogical mindframe. But seriously, this shit will fade, and this thought process goes through everyones head. Whether you're 15, 25, or 40, everyone suddenly things they are too old to change something, or that something is wasted, and there is suddenly no point since it was too much time gone down a drain.
Seriously, the more you dwell on that shit, the more time you're going to waste from changing what you need to change now or in the near future, whatever that change is that will make you happy or satisfied.
Life is a rollarcoaster, as cliche as it sounds. You cant know what happiness is without knowing what misery is. You need to lighten up and think that you're ONLY 17 and still have this ton shit of room to improve, change, and make up for shit.
Don't get so ahead of yourself, especially with shit you can't change anymore, because then it's just hypocritical to what needs to be done.
Also. Metal. Vikings werent depressed, they just ya know, took other peoples shit when stuff wasnt going right. FOOD AND WOMENS. Goddamnit, you can do it too >: (

At 3/14/07 11:03 PM, ShitOnAStick wrote:

At 3/14/07 10:51 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

Vikings werent depressed, they just ya know, took other peoples shit when stuff wasnt going right. FOOD AND WOMENS. Goddamnit, you can do it too >: (

Time for a raid, who's with me?

At 3/14/07 11:21 PM, batman64 wrote: GoryBlizzard, always remember this too shall pass.
Yesterday is a memory, tomorrow but a dream and now is the only thing that's real.
If you want to be happy, be.

^^ A happy man lives in the present.
Depression follows dwelling on the past and obsession with the future. Depression has no 'real' time to it, which makes it so...tricky.
Which is so cool, cause Heroes mentioned something like that a few shows back. Makes it that more badass.

ho ho ho, double post.
A donating blood conversation that gets out of hand. But it's related to metal..purely due to one line

[23:53:42] <Chant> wtf lin
[23:53:43] <mamatequila> if it doesn't have the same blood type as me
[23:53:47] <Chant> my blood can kill a baby?
[23:53:52] <mamatequila> no no
[23:53:59] <ShitOnAStick> hahaha
[23:54:03] <mamatequila> if the baby i'm carrying has a different blood type
[23:54:04] <ShitOnAStick> rob is going to go on a massacre now
[23:54:09] <mamatequila> my body can go 'wtf no'
[23:54:09] <Chant> dude
[23:54:09] <ShitOnAStick> spilling blood on infants
[23:54:12] <Chant> thats metal
[23:54:18] <Chant> MY BLOOD KILLED MY BABY

IT MADE ME THANK OF U GUYZ.

I don't know why, but that conversation reminds me of periods. I think there's something wrong with me.

Bill Not bad man I like the new writing

At 3/15/07 12:31 AM, AllMightyBruce wrote: I don't know why, but that conversation reminds me of periods. I think there's something wrong with me.

Pregnancies and menstruation ARE tied in together, so uh, you aren't that weird. Not yet, at least.