At 5/5/09 10:29 AM, Nev wrote:At 5/5/09 08:34 AM, Bahamut wrote: Any good?I got Hail to England and The Triumph of Steel today and they're both quite highly rated.
I already have The Triumph of Steel as I couldn't overlook an album of theirs that had a 28 minute track.
Hail to England is good and its probably more your thing than mine, but on first listen it was alright.
Ah, that's good to hear. I really should get Hail to England sometime soon.
At 5/5/09 05:43 PM, Centurion-Ryan wrote: According to my recent acquisition of Persistence of Time, Anthrax used to be awesome.
Yeah, Among the Living and Spreading the Disease are also great. You should have a look at those albums as well.
At 5/5/09 05:54 PM, greensucksbluerules wrote: I'm expecting Dan Nelson to be even worse.
Yeah, I don't have much expectations for their new album either. I might give one of the tracks a try, but I'm still not expecting much.
At 5/5/09 06:43 PM, Sense-Offender wrote:At 5/5/09 05:54 PM, greensucksbluerules wrote: Yeah. But ignore the albums after that, John Bush fucked Anthrax up (though it's really the fault of whoever fired Joey) and I'm expecting Dan Nelson to be even worse.At least Corey Taylor didn't end up joining.
I still wonder, what the fuck was up with Corey suggesting he was the new Anthrax vocalist. Thank fuck he wasn't so in the end.
Those are on vinyl btw. Fuck yeah.
Got Ahab's The Call of the Wretched Sea.
Pretty much the greatest thing I've ever done in my whole life.
At 5/6/09 06:18 AM, PenisClown wrote: Oh yeah, recent acquisitions:
Beethoven's Symphony No. 5
Haydn's Symphony No. 99
Haydn's Symphony No. 94 (The Surprise Symphony)
Beethoven and Haydn are fucking brutal.
I dislike Beethoven.
I suggest you check out Penderecki if you want some REALLY good shit.
Modernist composer that experimented with dissonance, he basically organised Atonal Music Theory.
Luc Lemay of Gorguts lists him as his inspiration for the album Obscura.
(which is the best album ever made)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8u2QviNbj 7o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzOb3UhPm ig&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fn-8SaLcI 1U&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tOTQ9TVkG 98&feature=related
Enjoy! :)
At 5/6/09 08:34 AM, PenisClown wrote: Those are on vinyl btw. Fuck yeah.
Got Ahab's The Call of the Wretched Sea.
Pretty much the greatest thing I've ever done in my whole life.
fuck yeah, whalecore.
Ahab's got a new album coming out soon.
as far as classical goes, Russian composers were the best. Tchaikovsky, Prokofiev, Rimsky-Korsakoff, Shostakovich, Rachmaninoff, fuck yeah! Eastern European composers were the best, so we might as well mention Dvorak and Liszt.
At 5/6/09 09:08 AM, Kiddmeizter wrote: I dislike Beethoven.
I think Beethoven is brilliant.
I suggest you check out Penderecki if you want some REALLY good shit.
Modernist composer that experimented with dissonance, he basically organised Atonal Music Theory.
Sounds awesome.
Luc Lemay of Gorguts lists him as his inspiration for the album Obscura.
(which is the best album ever made)
No denying that. Fuck Obscura is kick arse.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8u2QviNbj 7o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzOb3UhPm ig&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fn-8SaLcI 1U&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tOTQ9TVkG 98&feature=related
Enjoy! :)
Will do.
At 5/6/09 09:34 AM, D3NTATUS wrote: Tchaikovsky
(To the tune of that Team America song) Fuck yeah!
Prokofiev
Fuck yeah!
Rimsky-Korsakoff
Fuck yeah!
Shostakovich
Fuck yeah!
Rachmaninoff, fuck yeah!
RACHMANINOFF FUCK YEAH!
Eastern European composers were the best, so we might as well mention Dvorak and Liszt.
Dvorak and Liszt.
Fuck yeah.
And finally, for great justice.
At 5/6/09 04:11 AM, TakeNoPrisoners wrote: If you mean in person you're a lucky bastard. The two or three odd people I've met that listened to any worthwhile metal have come and gone. It's odd considering I live within an arms reach of the biggest city in the state.
Well my best mate is into Metal, not to mention my bandmates know pretty much everything there is to know about Doom.
And about composers, Elgar all the fucking way!
At 5/6/09 05:53 AM, PenisClown wrote: You havn't got it that bad. I'm the only one in the 30,000 population of this town who knows who Kristoffer Rygg is.
You make it sound as if any of us would know someone in person who knows who he is.
Could this day get any fucking worse?
I'm fucking tired, overworked, I have pretty much no energy, and I miss my old punching bag, so now I have nothing to take my anger out on except myself. I just want to drown or cut myself...that's all my mind is telling me to do right now. Worse, I've been getting fucked up flashbacks that have been bothering me all day, going back to when I was molested by an old babysitter 12 years ago. That was a fucked up night and I'll never forget how painful it was when my dick was squeezed.
I really wish I had some of my Vicodin left. Maybe I'll find someone who can give me a full bottle for free since I have very little money left. Or maybe not, because I almost never have good luck anyway.
It really kills me to live through misfortune after misfortune for years and years.
Yeah, I know this is all off-topic, but I have to bitch somewhere...anywhere...and now I'm off to look for something to listen to that will make me feel like less of a fuck up and failure.
Former iron fist mod of the NG Featureless Chat from May 23, 2012 to May 4, 2014.
At 5/6/09 02:04 PM, Nev wrote: New Dream Theater song.
I've got a friend who is FAR down the rabbit hole and believes in a shitload of ridiculous conspiracy theories and if you read the lyrics of their new song it sounds like they're openly accepting the New World Order. It would probably freak him the fuck out.
?
At 5/6/09 02:49 PM, batman64 wrote: New Gwar disc this summer.
Lust in Space.
Can't wait.
Sounds sexy. I can't wait either.
Got The Lord Weird Slough Feg - Traveller.
I've only listened to three songs 'Vargr Theme...', 'Baltech's Lament' and 'Gene-ocide'. But this is seriously catchy music and neither Heavy nor Folk are my prefered genres. This is like the Christian Bale of Metal for me. Not into guys, but I'd totally do him.
The Lord Weird Slough Feg - Gene-ocide (Traveller)
At 5/6/09 11:20 PM, Nev wrote: Got The Lord Weird Slough Feg - Traveller.
I've only listened to three songs 'Vargr Theme...', 'Baltech's Lament' and 'Gene-ocide'. But this is seriously catchy music and neither Heavy nor Folk are my prefered genres. This is like the Christian Bale of Metal for me. Not into guys, but I'd totally do him.
Dude, Slough Feg is so badass.
At 5/6/09 11:25 PM, batman64 wrote: Black Sabbath's gayest moment.
Fairies wear boots.
I can't really argue about that. I've always thought "WTF?" towards the track title.
Never say Die.
Only heard that song a few times on TV. I've yet to pick up the album, but hearing the reception, I don't feel like picking it up anytime soon. Same thing goes for Technical Ecstasy.
Devin you sly bitch!
Cool track off his new album, Ki :).
The Devin Townsend Band - Trainfire (Ki)
Got my 5FDP album, and it's actually pretty fucking good, I'm surprised it was this good actually, I mainly wanted it for Stranger then Fiction, but almost all the songs are damn good.
is it bad if I want to buy an Aiden shirt >:p my friend (who's a girl) got me into them..now I like them..damn me and my musical genourosity.
*runs*
I love metal like crackheads love anal. and crack.
At 5/6/09 05:49 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote: Could this day get any fucking worse?
I feel like we have already been there before. It's not the first time you come in here telling us how your life sucks. I've had an horrible day. I think I'm going to fail another class at school and that's just adding to everything else in my life. I don't know where I am going and I don't see any possibility for me to see a brighter future. But dude you just know you've got to do something. We already had this discussion. I remember you telling us this story about this old man who just... abused you. You told us this story last year...
I know people who got raped, my ex-girlfriend got raped by some random dude, he had put some stuff in her drink... and she also got raped by one of her ex-boyfriends... the guy was also cheating on her...
She may have had to go through a lot of shit, but if you don't move on... your going to be stuck all your life, thinking about this...
If you feel that your life is crap, change your life. That's exactly what I'm gonna do, and you should do the same... otherwise your just going to post about the same shit... next year...
At 5/7/09 10:19 AM, Bahamut wrote:At 5/6/09 11:25 PM, batman64 wrote: Black Sabbath's gayest moment.I can't really argue about that. I've always thought "WTF?" towards the track title.
Fairies wear boots.
Fairies Wear Boots is brilliant. There is absolutely nothing wrong with it at all. It's awesome.
I never venture into post-Sabotage Black Sabbath.
At 5/7/09 06:33 PM, ZpLiNtEh wrote: *runs like a little bitch*
Hahaha.
At 5/7/09 08:24 PM, HeavenDuff wrote: If you feel that your life is crap, change your life. That's exactly what I'm gonna do, and you should do the same... otherwise your just going to post about the same shit... next year...
Way to underestimate a person mental wellbeing.
You failing a class can on no level be the same as someone with intense paranoia and depression.
If the guy needs to let off some steam then, yes, a professional is the best option, but in terms of a stepping stone or whatever its great that he can do that here. Especially given the way Gory describes his experiences with professional therapists.
At 5/7/09 08:24 PM, HeavenDuff wrote: I feel like we have already been there before. It's not the first time you come in here telling us how your life sucks.
Tell me about it.
In the 4 years and 4 months that I've been here, this is one thing that just keeps popping up in my mind over and over again.
I've had an horrible day. I think I'm going to fail another class at school and that's just adding to everything else in my life. I don't know where I am going and I don't see any possibility for me to see a brighter future.
It seems like your future is looking a lot brighter than mine, but that's just my take based on the very little that I know about you.
But dude you just know you've got to do something. We already had this discussion. I remember you telling us this story about this old man who just... abused you. You told us this story last year...
It's good that you remember that story, because that's precisely what I was referring to in my last post. I have not forgotten about that experience ever since it happened--each day, it's always on my mind. On some days, the emotional pain is more intense than others. Some bad memories just never go the fuck away.
I know people who got raped, my ex-girlfriend got raped by some random dude, he had put some stuff in her drink... and she also got raped by one of her ex-boyfriends... the guy was also cheating on her...
You already said something to that effect about a few months ago, didn't you?
I still haven't even been in any romantic relationships yet.
She may have had to go through a lot of shit, but if you don't move on... your going to be stuck all your life, thinking about this...
Wouldn't it be great if I could just "move on" and stop living in the past?
I mean, yeah, it would be ideal, wonderful, and all of that shit...
But the way my mind works, I just feel miserable and fucked up almost all the time, and I've always had significant problems beyond just that one particular incident. I don't really have much control over my thoughts or my senses anymore. Now, I always sense being followed all the time. I feel as if I'm on the FBI's Watched List; because sometimes I'll turn around and see 8 feet fucking shadow people and even hear them yelling at me. I even hear my wall breathing sometimes, and it won't shut up unless I bang it with my fist or my head. My hands are sore right now because I just finished punching my wall, and I punched it hard.
If you feel that your life is crap, change your life. That's exactly what I'm gonna do, and you should do the same... otherwise your just going to post about the same shit... next year...
All I'd like to do is change how my mind works without resorting to expensive psychotherapy, long, freedom-depriving and torturous hospital stays, and antipsychotics/antidepressants that make me feel like shit.
I'm afraid to say that so far, I've been very unsuccessful.
If I end up in the hospital again, as Ghoul and BIll suggested that I do about a week ago, I might be forced to take Clozapine, wear restraints and have adult diapers put on me. That's basically what I'm facing right now, in my current condition, and I'll do whatever I can to avoid that.
Former iron fist mod of the NG Featureless Chat from May 23, 2012 to May 4, 2014.
Well metal heads, I need some help... I need some Metalcore, where the singer sings in Spanish :P If you know any bands please post 'em :)
At 5/8/09 12:27 AM, Mkendrik wrote: Well metal heads, I need some help... I need some Metalcore, where the singer sings in Spanish :P If you know any bands please post 'em :)
we don't listen to metalcore here. try the nu-metal/metalcore club.
At 5/7/09 03:24 PM, Nev wrote: Devin you sly bitch!
Cool track off his new album, Ki :).
The Devin Townsend Band - Trainfire (Ki)
Just listened tothe album...
Sooo good. A little different for Devy, and a new band name too haha.
Can't wait forthe next 3.
This signature makes use of various clichés and/or 'emotional' lyrics/quotes, hopefully it makes me appear deep.
At 5/7/09 08:45 PM, Nev wrote:At 5/7/09 08:24 PM, HeavenDuff wrote: If you feel that your life is crap, change your life. That's exactly what I'm gonna do, and you should do the same... otherwise your just going to post about the same shit... next year...Way to underestimate a person mental wellbeing.
You failing a class can on no level be the same as someone with intense paranoia and depression.
If the guy needs to let off some steam then, yes, a professional is the best option, but in terms of a stepping stone or whatever its great that he can do that here. Especially given the way Gory describes his experiences with professional therapists.
Have you ever felt that you were just not fitting in this world? Have you ever thought about suicide while being totally cold-headed (is that right?) I mean, without being in a panic state. And it's not just about failling a class. I feel that everything in this world is not working properly. Not just for my, but as an idealist, I feel that our world is crashing down, we are all looking at it and no one has the power to stop all this crap. I'm talking about corruption, money being more important than living beings. Our democracy going down. My world crashing down as our values and beliefs are dissapearing. If there is someone underestimating anyone else here, it's probably you, son.
Last month of my life was not all beautiful, I wanted to be sleeping all the time, cause I just thought that life couldn't be any better than the imagenary world of my dreams. I'm not just failling classes, I'm failling many classes cause I loose all kind of motivation at school cause I feel that I won't go anywhere with this. The only difference between GoryBlizzard and me is probably that I don't have any mental illness, so I can keep some kind of control over myself. I am not trying to look like a victim or anything.
But you cannot judge who has the crappiest life just by your personnal opinions. Mental illness is a problem, can you judge that it's a worse kind of problems than mine? I do not think so. Suicide is just like any mental illness, a problem that cannot be putted on a "scale" to compare which would be worst.
I'm not judging you by any mean Blizzard. And I'm trying to express myself properly, sorry if I'm not writting it properly... but from what I have read of your posts, your problems are all coming from yourself. If it wasn't for all the shit that happenned to you, you wouldn't have all these problems. You cannot deal with your problems alone. But to understand this you have to get the fact that it won't be easy. You said that your experiences with psychologists were horrible right? But still if you don't go see any psychologist, you are going to be fucked, dude.
Hearing voices, Hallucinating people following you, lack of self-esteem... I mean... You need help, from psychologists but also from yourself.
I realise that you are obviously feeling worst than me when I feel that life is crap. I think it's horrible that you have to live like this.
I may not be expressing myself too well right now, but nothing you will face, trying to do something will be worst than staying the way you are right now.
At 5/8/09 01:24 AM, Oppugnant wrote:At 5/7/09 03:24 PM, Nev wrote: Devin you sly bitch!
Cool track off his new album, Ki :).
The Devin Townsend Band - Trainfire (Ki)
Sooo good. A little different for Devy, and a new band name too haha.
I need to listen to Devin. I love Strapping Young Lad, but I've never heard any of Devin's music.
