Gott kvöld, Comrades.
It's Kidd here.
I'm currently in Norway, vacationing, Since I have tons of family here.
Because I am older now, I got to just hang around with my nephews, rid of my family, And since one of them has a driver's license, I finally got to do what I wanted.
I went to The Coffee shop where Helvete used to be, and had a bagel, I visited Euronymous' and Dead's graves, and I did a shitload of shopping.
Only one album though, Although there is a shitload of metal in stores here, and By shitload I mean SHIT LOAD, really obscure black metal, and lots of REALLY brutal shit too.
The album I bought was Entombed's "Serpent saints- The Ten Amendments."
Finally some old school death metal.
I leave Norway in two days, back to my shitty life in my shithole of a fucking "town" .
When I Move, I've got a band that wants me to join them.
Already told you that though, No-one Cared.
I do Lead Guitar and Vocals, We're covering Spheres of Madness by Decapitated, and writing some original stuff through MSN, less death metal, more melodic, as technical, the Whole Spheres thing is just a tribute.
I am, VERY depressed, extremely,ridiculously Depressed to an extent I've never been before.
I'm not going to kill myself, I just wanted to mention how terrible I feel.
I can barely get myself to get up in the morning, I'm lying awake, sometimes in tears, every night for weeks now, I feel just broken, just devastated, I mean i've been depressed before but this time something just snapped and I can't function, I can't even TRY to get out of this depression.
I feel really hopeless, so I'm trying, Desperately to find hope, in something.
I just, Don't know.
I've deleted all of my news posts, If someone was wondering where they went, (which you weren't)