At 7/8/07 03:46 AM, ShortMonkey wrote: That will not be necessary...

Speak for yourself ;). I've tried to submit 'The Tut Collab 06', i'll submit some other stuff once i get some :P. It won't work though, it says login failed, even though its a new account.

Depression

I'm rarely depressed, i haven't been for a few months now. I hate being depressed, all i do is stay inside playign battlefield :S. Anyway, best thing to do is phone up some mates and go somewhere, helps me anywho.

At 7/6/07 06:48 AM, CitricSquid wrote: Wow eggy!

Thanks for showing me man!! Thats so cool, I'm so happy :D

At 7/8/07 06:13 AM, Depredation wrote: It won't work though, it says login failed, even though its a new account.

Weird, I just tested it and it worked. Did you get your password right?

At 7/8/07 06:49 AM, Vengeance wrote:

At 7/8/07 06:13 AM, Depredation wrote: It won't work though, it says login failed, even though its a new account.

Weird, I just tested it and it worked. Did you get your password right?

Yeah, still nothing :(.

Depression
kraig what issues do you have? You keep mentioning them and the tablets you have to take and stuff. Im just curious.

At 7/8/07 07:13 AM, Depredation wrote: Yeah, still nothing :(.

Whoops, I just checked and it's appearing that you aren't registered. Fixed now. Re-register. :)

At 7/8/07 07:23 AM, Vengeance wrote: Whoops, I just checked and it's appearing that you aren't registered. Fixed now. Re-register. :)

Works like a charm, although now the upload page is down :P.

Fuzz Merchandise

I like your stickers my fuzzieness, but i'm in need of a mouse mat atm, you don't happen to have any of your designs on a mouse mat do you?

Daft Punk

is it me or does electronica club music make you think about your past and reflect on how bored you are and how you probaby should be doing something constructive?

At 7/8/07 11:01 AM, Gi-go wrote:

At 7/8/07 10:52 AM, zoy wrote: Daft Punk

is it me or does electronica club music make you think about your past and reflect on how bored you are and how you probaby should be doing something constructive?

Its just you.

dammit.
well i havent thought of anything constructive to do
i wanna draw a sprite thing but i want to draw a furry one and i cant think of any
halp??

Depressed
im depressed :(
i worked for 6 hours washing up crap in a pub, and now my hands are all flaky and skanky. im tired and i feel like exploding.

At 7/8/07 11:15 AM, Gi-go wrote: Its alright man, just think of how rewarding it will be when you finally earn enough money to get twenty fos and ice in yo grill.

thanks :)
after a beer i feel better again

At 7/8/07 11:04 AM, Battered-Prawn wrote: Depressed
im depressed :(
i worked for 6 hours washing up crap in a pub, and now my hands are all flaky and skanky. im tired and i feel like exploding.

At least you have a job. And washing up is fun, the water physics are so realistic.

At 7/8/07 12:00 PM, edit-undo wrote: At least you have a job. And washing up is fun, the water physics are so realistic.

Yeah, bu you have to have the best life around to be able to use those sort of things, otherwise you'll crash :P.

Pacing

So, I can rack up about 1 sponsor worthy game a month. How about you guys?

I made 'An Interesting Flight' in 4 hours, shortest.

Never had a project exceding 2 months...

At 7/8/07 12:35 PM, hashbrown wrote: anyone want to be my as whore, learning as3 has proven difficult since its still new and not many tutorials are out there. i need someone like td and buzz. it would be tight since we could make a whole bunch of little games and make a fortune and whoever becomes my whore will have a website with a lot of fame

Sure :D

pm me your msn, or post it.

At 7/8/07 12:58 PM, hashbrown wrote:
im sorry if i was unclear but i needed an actionscriptor. i was wondering why you posted :P

Oh right, i thought you were learning actionscript or something.

Depressed

I'm not as depressed as often as I used to be. When I am depressed, I don't really feel like doing much. If I occupy myself with TV or computer, I usually feel better...at least until I get off. :-(

At 7/8/07 11:15 AM, Gi-go wrote:

At 7/8/07 11:04 AM, Battered-Prawn wrote: i worked for 6 hours washing up crap in a pub, and now my hands are all flaky and skanky. im tired and i feel like exploding.

Its alright man, just think of how rewarding it will be when you finally earn enough money to get twenty fos and ice in yo grill.

Lol, you make a good point. Boy do I need a job now.

--
Am currently reading - High Fidelity.
Currently listening to - Babyshambles.

twas my first time with vodka... i wasn't even trying to attract attention. whatever.

At 7/8/07 01:32 PM, Gi-go wrote: I read that, its a good book. When youre done watch the John Cusack movie and read About a Boy.

In my opinion About a Boy is better, High Fidelity just dosent have enough substance and ends abruptly.

Aye I saw the film about a year ago, and have had About a Boy (the film) for a while. Its a good book isnt it (High Fidelity), I like how analytical it is. I keep finding at the mo I keep losing myself in what im thinking about and getting it all up in the air, and it seems to capture the feeling well.

RE: Books (forgot how to do html for a second there...)
I'm reading 'Noughts and Crosses' at the moment, it was the first book I could find in my house which I hadn't read... it's written for 12-14 year olds, but it's actually quite interesting :p It's about racism, except blacks and whites are switched around, i.e, white people (noughts)are shunned from society, or are servants to black people (Crosses).

New Harry Potter book is coming out in 2 weeks, who's going be getting first week it's out?

Apparently the last word isn't 'scar' anymore, OHMYGOSH.

Oh noes!
I've run out of triple-A batteries, whatever shall I do?!?!!?

but fucking PEZZO keeps copying me at everything i do its really annoying.

well i can see your point but i just like nogfishs sigs as well so do my other friends im not copying you

At 7/8/07 01:37 PM, Evan wrote: twas my first time with vodka... i wasn't even trying to attract attention. whatever.

Lightweight :P

..::depression and other matters::..

At 7/8/07 07:15 AM, fuzz wrote: Depression
kraig what issues do you have? You keep mentioning them and the tablets you have to take and stuff. Im just curious.

I have some good old fashioned depression, social-phobia and general anxiety. The pills I take are (I'm going to use the more common brand names rather than the generic names for the pills I'm prescribed):

Strattera 80mg 1 x day: for concentration
Wellbutrin 150mg 2 x day: for depression
Klonopin 1mg 1 x day: for anxiety
Inderal/propranolol 10mg 1 x day: For restlessness (side effect of something else)
Effexor XR 75mg 3 x day: depresssion
Geodon 80mg 1 x day: anti-psychotic <_<
Cogentin 0.5gm 2 x day: for tremor/restlessness (side effect of other meds)

Not that I'm proud of all this or anything, I just don't feel like preteding to be something I'm not, and if I can help someone who is going through a hard time with my advice then I damn well should. Everyone is fucked up in some way or other, right? Mine just hapens to be a chemical imbalance/mental illness. I'd like to be able to lead a normal life, but that isn't possible at the present time.

Anyway, that's a big part of who I am...

Flash CS3 Question

I used to be a flash reg before I lost time for these forums and animating... stupid schoolwork, sports, and video games. Heh.

Anyways, I came here for a quick question: Can Flash CS3 import vector art to Photoshop CS3? I was wondering because I'm much better at lineart in flash and I am pretty good with photoshop, so melding the two more easily would make my life a living heaven. Lol.

At 7/8/07 03:36 PM, BlackmarketKraig wrote: ..::depression and other matters::..

At 7/8/07 07:15 AM, fuzz wrote: Depression
kraig what issues do you have? You keep mentioning them and the tablets you have to take and stuff. Im just curious.

I have some good old fashioned depression, social-phobia and general anxiety. The pills I take are (I'm going to use the more common brand names rather than the generic names for the pills I'm prescribed):

Strattera 80mg 1 x day: for concentration
Wellbutrin 150mg 2 x day: for depression
Klonopin 1mg 1 x day: for anxiety
Inderal/propranolol 10mg 1 x day: For restlessness (side effect of something else)
Effexor XR 75mg 3 x day: depresssion
Geodon 80mg 1 x day: anti-psychotic <_<
Cogentin 0.5gm 2 x day: for tremor/restlessness (side effect of other meds)

Not that I'm proud of all this or anything, I just don't feel like preteding to be something I'm not, and if I can help someone who is going through a hard time with my advice then I damn well should. Everyone is fucked up in some way or other, right? Mine just hapens to be a chemical imbalance/mental illness. I'd like to be able to lead a normal life, but that isn't possible at the present time.

Anyway, that's a big part of who I am...

Sorry to just read that post and be asking a personal question - but if you know the problem, why cant you loose it? Why dont you just stop taking your pills if they are such a big worry for you, why dont you start going to social venues and shit (if you dont already)?

Ive been thinking about how if you have nothing to lose, you are free to do anything. So for example, not got a job, no life, no tie backs? Then you can go and do anything. Not got any friends or social-bla? Then go out to a party and pretend to be someone your not - if it all goes bad never see those people again.

At 7/8/07 03:36 PM, Trunks wrote: Flash CS3 Question

I used to be a flash reg before I lost time for these forums and animating... stupid schoolwork, sports, and video games. Heh.

Anyways, I came here for a quick question: Can Flash CS3 import vector art to Photoshop CS3? I was wondering because I'm much better at lineart in flash and I am pretty good with photoshop, so melding the two more easily would make my life a living heaven. Lol.

Yeah, the only problem is that I forget how. I was actually just doing something like that and thinking the same, plus I had the same problem. I think that there's some really hard to find thing in Photoshop.

Depressions

At 7/8/07 03:36 PM, BlackmarketKraig wrote: Anyway, that's a big part of who I am...

Respect for that post, not everyone would post something like that. I'm depressed sometimes, mainly I'm just irritated because I can't seem to put my creativity to work. I come up wih shitloads of ideas each day, but when I start working on them I almost immedeatly lose interest because it doesn't look they way I imagined it would. I guess you can't really call that depressed, more of a 'down' feeling I get stuck in the rest of the day or week.

Concerts
On a brighter note, I went to a Red Hot Chili Peppers concert with my mates a couple of days back. I wasn't expecting a brilliant show because I'd seen some live footage from their concerts on the internet which were kind of disappointing, but heck, they are pretty good live! A lot of great drum and guitar solos and we were only a couple of feet away from the stage (there were 50.000 people there). Anyway, any of you guys ever visit any concerts?

Also, pic.

At 7/8/07 03:54 PM, Mogly wrote:
Sorry to just read that post and be asking a personal question - but if you know the problem, why cant you loose it? Why dont you just stop taking your pills if they are such a big worry for you, why dont you start going to social venues and shit (if you dont already)?

Ive been thinking about how if you have nothing to lose, you are free to do anything. So for example, not got a job, no life, no tie backs? Then you can go and do anything. Not got any friends or social-bla? Then go out to a party and pretend to be someone your not - if it all goes bad never see those people again.

Stopping pills is not easy, especially Effexor and Klonopin. Aside from the withdrawls, I am in a much better state of mind than I would be otherwise. It's really not as easy as just stopping being depressed or anxious, it's more like a disease than anything, a disease of the mind, and something that I can not deal with without medication.

I know it seems silly for a person to be afraid of everything and be hardly functional in any social capacity, but it is literally something that I can not change. I work on it, I have a therapist and a psychopharmacologist and I am doing things to improve my life, but it isn't something that can be conquered in a few steps. It takes a long time and a lot of effort.

At 7/8/07 02:04 PM, edit-undo wrote: New Harry Potter book is coming out in 2 weeks, who's going be getting first week it's out?

Apparently the last word isn't 'scar' anymore, OHMYGOSH.

I AM I AM I AM I AM I AM!!!!

Oh noes!
I've run out of triple-A batteries, whatever shall I do?!?!!?

I hate that. I've got like 6 batterys for 7,000 things. Every time I wanna use some thing, I gotta take out batterys from somewhere else.

At 7/8/07 04:12 PM, BlackmarketKraig wrote: Stopping pills is not easy, especially Effexor and Klonopin. Aside from the withdrawls, I am in a much better state of mind than I would be otherwise. It's really not as easy as just stopping being depressed or anxious, it's more like a disease than anything, a disease of the mind, and something that I can not deal with without medication.

I've read up loads about deppression, and find it really odd when people just say "Well why dont you just cheer up?". Its like saying to a cancer patient "Why dont you just cure yourself?". Its not like people are just being a bit mopey, its a sirious desiease (sp?).

I think I had a very small bit of it a couple of years ago after somin at school. But I got rid of it.