At 8/6/08 11:32 PM, TheCriminalDuder wrote:
If it makes ya feel better Glaiel my girl who I loved more then everything precious in this world broke up with me and that sure shoke me up pretty bad.
Dude other people's emotional suffering doesn't make me feel better (now other people's physical suffering, like a swift kick to the groin, can lighten my mood).
Not that I feel bad in the first place. In fact, I feel great, I'm finally away from home, 3000 miles away from home even. I'm free, I can do whatever I feel like doing now (besides getting a license yet). I don't have to deal with my crazy family anymore (other than asking my parents for money). I don't have to worry about anything anymore. I can buy whatever food I feel like eating, I can do whatever I want to my room, I can be a slob in my room without a nagging mother telling me to clean it, I can sleep late without being bothered in the morning, my roommate respects my privacy unlike my family, and if I miss my parents for any reason, there's video chat.
I don't have to pay for gas anymore cause my new area has public transportation (damn good public transportation).
Plus I get a chance to restart my social life. Sometimes you wish you had that chance in the middle of high school, but by the end of it everyone is too firmly planted in their tight social circles to let you in too close. You get out of one you're sick of and it's tough to go into a new one. I dealt with that. In my junior year I realized most of my friends were becoming deadbeats who cared about nothing but WoW and weird animes, and their performance in school suffered so I weaseled myself away. I was still friends with a few of them (who were ones I was friends with for a long time). But then I wasn't really in any group. I found a lot of new friends my senior year and enjoyed it a lot because of that. But you know, all these people had known each other since elementary school, and I had basically just got to know them this year. It was a weird feeling, I felt like I belonged but at the same time felt a little out of the loop at times.
So screw the social dynamics of high school, they sucked anyway. I'm really looking forward to college where (in my case) everyone is a gamer (even the girls) and everyone is at least a little nerdy. A lot of people are starting anew without any friends going to school with them. Most everyone is academically capable.
Everyone I know says the college social dynamics are a lot more mature and manageable than the high school ones.
I couldn't be more excited to start school now. I've met a few people in the area so far who go to digipen, and they are all very friendly. Everyone in this area is friendly (except for people driving cars). I've met a lot of nice personalities online who are going to Digipen too, can't wait to meet them in real life.
It's nice being in an area where everyone has heard of Digipen. In MA, nobody ever heard of it. Here, even the old grannies at the supermarket bagging groceries have heard of it.
The digipen financial office guy mentioned to me while I was waiting to find news about my scholarship that he was looking at the stats of last years graduates, and the lowest income for one of them was 66k/year, which isn't bad. The highest was over 150k, which is pretty good for right out of college, The market is growing well even in this recession, there's a lot of jobs opening up, and a lot of competition for good programmers. The future is bright.
Anyway we'll see how my mood changes when I go to school and they plop a book on my desk and say "do these math problems by 6:00 today, and I expect a full featured XBLA game by tomorrow".