At 12/22/24 06:52 PM, xeiavica wrote:Does anyone else deal with that antagonistic feeling of "not ready yet"? Even when I want to expand my horizons and get out of my comfort zone. I bail very quickly because I don't feel ready yet and need to return to the grind. It's like sticking your foot into a pool and it's too cold, so you are extremely hesitant on going forward or refuse to get in.
How have you, if you managed to find a way around it, beat it? Is this a fear of failure pretending to be something else? I don't know, I just wanted some general advice.
I had this a lot when I was focused mainly on getting all my technicals as perfect as I could; I'd be super afraid of stylization because I didn't think anything I did that deviated from realism would look any good, and nobody would want to see it. Part of me still feels that way, but the rest at some point just said fuck it, I'll do it even if it sucks.
I compared the areas outside my comfort zone to what's inside it, and realized it's not really that different in terms of learning it. I learned realism by observational drawing, I'll learn to stylize by using stylized drawings as reference. I'll get better at illustration by looking at good illustrators, and so on. It's really not that different from the things I've studied before, it's just for something subjective instead of objective reality. Once you know you can skill up at something, it ought to help you realize that more growth is possible.