Speaking of blowing shit up, I have some shit that I really want to blow up. You know, like my mind for instance.
I haven't been able to just kick back and listen to anything that I like even for just a minute, because I've been through an enormous amount of stress that nobody should have to go through.
Oh, and also, I'm about to ask a very serious question, so don't even think about joking here:
Has anyone ever been followed by the FBI before? Even over something small?
The fuckers won't seem to go away no matter what, and it's both bothersome and scary as fuck. I don't know what to do with myself anymore, because my life as I know it is already in shambles.