Time for an update from me guys.
First - FLESH rules, especially chicken and similar kinds of meat. I couldn't live without that. I can only say "Veggies eat my food's food away" - nothing personal, but I just don't get Vegetarians.
It's only natural. Kill, or be killed. Even that nice kitten of yours would tear you apart if you were smaller than said kitty.
In other news though, I have truly nice friends. I told you about the guitar I was crafting myself? Well, to be honest, I don't like it one bit. Don't like the tone, don't like the playability and don't even like the looks anymore. So I was stuck with no good guitar to record/play, etc. and so I wanted to sell that self-made thing to get a half-decent low-range guitar but all of a sudden, a good friend of mine shows me his "new gigbag" and that bag had something inside of it....a ESP LTD Viper 100 in see-thru black, which is the guitar I've wanted when I sold my 50 Viper, before I build that other thing....I mean, he just gave me a 300 Euro guitar as a fucking premature birthday PRESENT! I still feel guilty as hell for accepting it, but damn, it's so fucking awesome. I'm twice the player I was before and that after two days, because it plays so fucking well.
I also founded a new band with said friend and another friend (guitarist/drummer) and we've started playing a smooth combination of Grunge Rock, Heavy Metal and Punk/Bay Area Thrash and the songwriting flows like never before...it's like magic. We've already written a truly nice song that sounds like a combination of Heathen (on Victims of Deception), Alice in Chains, Iron Maiden and The Exploited, including a 240 bpm thrash-break with a ripping solo on top ^^
Well, also seem to have a great job in sight, but more details on that later.
Seems like my life is finally off the downward spiral.