At 5/22/08 02:30 AM, Lost-Thought wrote: really, whats the point in killing yourself? you can always change your life if you don't like the way its going, I've done it

And we can all do it. Theres nothing stopping all of us from saying ok this is making everything bad, fix it, and be happy.

At 5/22/08 05:33 AM, SpeedMetalSandwich wrote:

At 5/22/08 02:30 AM, Lost-Thought wrote: really, whats the point in killing yourself? you can always change your life if you don't like the way its going, I've done it

And we can all do it. Theres nothing stopping all of us from saying ok this is making everything bad, fix it, and be happy.

What if you go blind, or deaf? I´d kill myself in that case.

At 5/22/08 06:30 AM, DeIirium wrote: What if you go blind, or deaf? I´d kill myself in that case.

Being deaf would suck balls. Can't listen to metal anymore. Blind would be bad, but not as bad as being deaf.

Either situation, is still no reason for one to kill themselves.

At 5/22/08 06:52 AM, SpeedMetalSandwich wrote:

At 5/22/08 06:30 AM, DeIirium wrote: What if you go blind, or deaf? I´d kill myself in that case.

Being deaf would suck balls. Can't listen to metal anymore. Blind would be bad, but not as bad as being deaf.

Either situation, is still no reason for one to kill themselves.

Yeah it is. I wouldn´t want to live anymore if i couldn´t play videogames, use the computer, watch movies, or anything really.

At 5/22/08 03:40 AM, Oppugnant wrote: The difference is that Metalheads tend to be serious when they say it, not say it just for attention.

Everyone does it for attention. All suicide is, is a cry for help (unless you're totally fucked up).
People should just live with their problems and hope things resolve. Life is going to change a good few times I imagine, if you're lonely and abused as a child, in ten years time your scenario will be entirely different.

And suicide scares me, I've been absolutely miserable for over five months now but the thought of killing myself is just bizarre.
Its an ideal, sure, to not feel crap anymore, but to do it is just stupid.

At 5/22/08 06:52 AM, SpeedMetalSandwich wrote: Being deaf would suck balls. Can't listen to metal anymore. Blind would be bad, but not as bad as being deaf.

I've rather be deaf.
Gene Wilder seemed happier in Hear No Evil, See No Evil.

And plus, no eyes means you'll never see beautiful people again (mainly girls).
And sexy ladies > some hairy guy growling in my working ears.

I partied some more for you Nev.

At 5/22/08 08:29 AM, Nev wrote: Everyone does it for attention. All suicide is, is a cry for help (unless you're totally fucked up).

Yeah, I suppose that's true.

But there can defiantly be exceptions. Be it either weakness/cowardice. Trying to run away from a problem, where the way out for them is in death. It's an easy way out, by that you don't have to face it anymore.

At 5/22/08 08:34 AM, PenisClown wrote: I partied some more for you Nev.

By the way, that means I got stoned.

At 5/22/08 08:29 AM, Nev wrote: And plus, no eyes means you'll never see beautiful people again (mainly girls).
And sexy ladies > some hairy guy growling in my working ears.

I thought of that after i posted. But in either situation, you can still sex chicks. It's just being blind would be a bit harder to do.

At 5/21/08 09:35 AM, PenisClown wrote:

At 5/21/08 09:29 AM, Bahamut wrote: ...Hey, Kidd's been absent for a few days now.

Suicide?

Did things get worse for him in real life?

At 5/21/08 10:24 AM, GeorgeAllen wrote: Yeah I love Cannibal Corpse, Lamb Of God, Children Of Bodom, Marilyn Manson & In flames.

Meh to all, except In Flames. However, I assume you're talking about newer In Flames, so meh to that too. XP

At 5/21/08 12:18 PM, Sense-Offender wrote: And here's some avant-garde recommendations...

Sigh

I've actually listened to them before when you all were recommending me black metal.

At 5/21/08 09:25 PM, smeagol1 wrote: My freind gave me a shit load of cds

Cool.

however im too lazy to post them right now.

Damn you.

At 5/21/08 10:48 PM, Nev wrote:

At 5/21/08 10:46 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote:

At 5/21/08 10:41 PM, Nev wrote: If its not will you kill yourself?

Sure I will.

Don't.

What Nev said. I think we've already heard enough crap about metalheads committing suicide, most especially from Kidd (no offence to him). Myself, there have been times when I wanted to kill myself (mainly because of high school), but I've managed to get through those horrible times and now, life is treating me well. I'm happy with how am I at the moment. It's not perfect, but it's good enough. I just wish I could get a paid job really soon.

Suicide is only cool when you're old and don't want to suffer the embassment that can come along with it... or if you're Hunter S. Thompson. They're the two exceptions.

Suicide when you're a teenager (especially a young one) is ridiculous.
I actually have no pity for them... unless you've been gang raped by your father and his friends from an early, or something similar.
Otherwise you're just a loser. Fuck em.

NP: Pig destroyer - crippled horses

At 5/22/08 06:52 AM, SpeedMetalSandwich wrote:

At 5/22/08 06:30 AM, DeIirium wrote: What if you go blind, or deaf? I´d kill myself in that case.

Being deaf would suck balls. Can't listen to metal anymore. Blind would be bad, but not as bad as being deaf.

Either situation, is still no reason for one to kill themselves.

I use to think about which two I would hate more. But I think I'd have to stick with blind being worse. Or else 5 years of going to art school was the biggest waste ever :(
and video games. How i'd miss theeee.

Shit, also, on the subject of suicide. I agree with Nev. I really have no pity for these people.

You can die at anytime in life. But It's living that takes balls.

Thats why people who cope and move on under shitty or sad situations in life get praised. Because it's courageous. And i mean, actually cope and live on through tough shit, not these attention seeking pansies who cry about their past to everyone they meet.
Anyone can end their life because they can't deal with something. It's just an excuse for being too lazy to even try to change an event, situation, or your life. Everyone has fucking issues, and whether they are huge or not, or related in any sense, humans all feel the same emotions. So there isn't any excuse to fucking deal with your shit.

At 5/22/08 02:18 AM, SpeedMetalSandwich wrote: metal-heads are nothing like emo's >:O

Panic At The Disco > Cannibal Corpse

I laugh at myself for actually thinking that once. D:

At 5/22/08 02:30 AM, Lost-Thought wrote: really, whats the point in killing yourself? you can always change your life if you don't like the way its going, I've done it

Same, I used to have barely any friends in school, (that was 2 years ago, though XD) but now I try to make people laugh (and it works), and now they all wuvs me. :)

At 5/22/08 02:47 PM, IrishGun wrote: Panic At The Disco > Cannibal Corpse

I seriously believe that to be true.

At 5/22/08 02:50 PM, Nev wrote:

At 5/22/08 02:47 PM, IrishGun wrote: Panic At The Disco > Cannibal Corpse

I seriously believe that to be true.

Can I please use a STFU piccy?

At 5/22/08 02:53 PM, IrishGun wrote: Can I please use a STFU piccy?

No.
I dislike that type of Death Metal.
Its Russell Bland to me.

And I've heard at least one song by Panic thats catchy and thus that I can enjoy... maybe two, but I'm done betting on emo bands.

hey

hey

Goryblizzard

no

Don't kill yourself.

That's a no no.

At 5/22/08 08:29 AM, Nev wrote: Gene Wilder seemed happier in Hear No Evil, See No Evil.

I love that movie.

"Jesus! I heard something! I heard your voice!"
"You can hear me?!"
" NO!.... SCHMUCK... I'M DEAF! NOW DO YOU GET IT?!"

At 5/22/08 03:08 PM, Nev wrote: Its Russell Bland to me.

I get it!

At 5/22/08 04:10 PM, Sense-Offender wrote: Goryblizzard
Don't kill yourself.

I think people are taking something I said as a joke to him a bit too seriously?

I get it!

His stand up is shit.

Greetings Kæru Vinir.
I am alive, I was merely away on my graduation trip around the country with rest of class.
Paintball, White water Rafting, Mountain Climbing, SHOPPING <3, goofing around alot and more, but I am not going to list it because I do not fucking remember it right now.

I bought lots of awesome stuff, mostly really cool clothes, But I win even Further because I bought a fucking triangle, And a Xylophone.

As in the instruments.
I Also bought a drinking horn, For great justice.

I also bought:
Dååth- The Hinderers (I've been looking to check them out) and
Cannibal Corpse- Tomb of the Mutilated (of course I Already had it, I just want the CD to play in my car lol)

I'm going to be really busy for the summer, I've gotten myself a new job, I work for the Lone fishermen, I clean out their fishing lines, Check and fix all broken hooks, or replace them.

It's just the same thing over and over again with no difference inbetween whatsoever PERPETUAL MONOTONY.
But I can show up when ever I want, and I just get paid by how much I get done.
It pays nicely, It's the definition of dirty work though, but I don't give a shit.

After the summer, I am going to seek further education, I haven't gotten my grades yet, but I expect my language grades to be good, and my math grade to be Shiiiiit.

I am going to a nice school, I'll live on campus in a town that's got 50 times more people than my little village, although I will get lost alot, and probably arrested a few times, since it's alot harder to get away with shit in the city (well, Even though It's 50X bigger than my village, It's not big enough to be a city) than here.

I am thinking about learning more languages, Studying that whole thing, I have been looking into the musical academy there, and I will be doing stuff there as well (Might actually find a fucking drummer as well, YAY)

I noticed you guys were discussing suicide, and here is what I have got to say.
Life can really really really REALLY fucking suck sometimes, and it might be hopeless.
Yes, we are all going to die, Like everyone and everything that has been, and everyone, and everything that will be.

I have always tried to hope.
To hope that someday we will find a cure for death, that I can continue my life into infinity, And I think everyone does, But I know I'm just lying to myself.

When I think about dying, I get the worst feeling in the world,Worse than any pain I have endured in my life, I feel empty, and I just want to cry and scream, and hit the walls, A feeling worse than death to me, I can't breathe just from pure emotional devastation.

I am just some guy from Iceland, I will probably not become really famous or anything, or be missed much.

But suicide is not the solution, I know that the irony of me saying this is of immense proportions, but just listen.

Everyone else has to deal with the same fate, in the end, all colours, sounds and lights of life will be blown away by the winds of time,ALL of our souls are slowly sinking into the quicksand of eternity, and there is nothing to be done.

But this is why we must grasp the moment.
The vine of life, Might be covered in thorns, But at least then you got the chance to Experience that thorn.

At 5/22/08 04:16 PM, Nev wrote: I think people are taking something I said as a joke to him a bit too seriously?

Actually, I thought GoryBlizzard took you seriously so...uh.

His stand up is shit.

I've only seen a brief couple of minutes of Russel Brand ranting about something and I couldn't tell what he was trying to say.

At 5/22/08 04:43 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote: Greetings Kæru Vinir.

So what you're saying is... "we're all going to die, so lets just kill ourselves while we're young and have a whole life ahead of us"?

Obviously we're going to die, people have been doing it for years and we're all conformists there.
But I think its the living part thats important.

At 5/22/08 05:04 PM, Nev wrote:

At 5/22/08 04:43 PM, Kiddmeizter wrote: Greetings Kæru Vinir.

So what you're saying is... "we're all going to die, so lets just kill ourselves while we're young and have a whole life ahead of us"?

No.
In fact I said nearly exactly the opposite.
"We are all going to die,And while we cannot change that, We should Live every moment of our lives because not doing so would be a waste, Use your time wisely."

Fucking aye where do I sign my name in blood?

Metallica
Slayer
In Flames
Children of Bodom
Arch Enemy
Satyricon
Killswitch Engage
Nightwish
Crimson Tears
Iron Maiden
Machine Head
Kreator
Anthrax
Pantera

and a bunch of other fuckers I forgot...

At 5/22/08 07:21 PM, X-Jericho-X wrote: Fucking aye where do I sign my name in blood?

Alright, you're in. Welcome to the Metal Hell.

At 5/22/08 08:16 PM, Sense-Offender wrote:

At 5/22/08 07:21 PM, X-Jericho-X wrote: Fucking aye where do I sign my name in blood?

Alright, you're in. Welcome to the Metal Hell.

Fucking sweet dude, lol

on the subject of blind vs. deaf, i'd go with being blind.

even though i love seeing things and stuff (who doesn't?), video games, movies, and TV shows aren't big parts of my life, and I could give up the internet if I really wanted to. music, however, is the only major hobby I have, and to give up music would kill me. It would be hard to learn to play music without music, though.

At 5/22/08 08:50 PM, D3NTATUS wrote: on the subject of blind vs. deaf, i'd go with being blind.

That's always a toughy for me because I love music but I also have video games and porn and whatnot that requires eyes.

At 5/22/08 05:04 PM, Nev wrote: So what you're saying is... "we're all going to die, so lets just kill ourselves while we're young and have a whole life ahead of us"?

You dumb fuck, that's not what he said.