You guys,
I'm the biggest loser ever.
My ex just messaged me, you guys probably don't care, but here's the message.
Me: whats up?
Her: okay so i've been trying to be nice about this but it looks like you won't get the idea unless i spell it out. so here it goes. I've moved on. i tried staying friends with you but you always made it seem awkward i avoid talking to you because i feel annoyed talking to you. im really sorry and i wish i didn't feel this way an i wish we could have stayed friends but idt i can be friends with you.
Me:
Alright, I just wanted to hear (read) it.
I know I've been on the pushier side since whenever, and I'm sorry you feel that way.
Thanks for,
Everything, I guess.
- Kyle.
Her: and i'm sorry i didn't just tell you straight up how i felt.
Me: Just tell me when to stop replying, I will.
But yeah, that probably would've been the better thing to do.
I've felt like crap for a while, thinking it was something I did? Maybe it was, it doesn't matter now, though. But yeah, I HAVE thought about it ... I was a terrible boyfriend. Not in all ways, but in alot of areas I sucked .. hard.
I just wish I could've seen that before, you know?
I mean ... whatever. I have no more to say.
Like I said, I'm calling "my bad".
Her: yeah but i should have told you when i stopped liking you instead of waiting like a month i should have been straight forward with you and i should have talked to you
but yeah that's all i wanted you to know
sorry for putting you through all of this shit.
Me: Whatever, I knew something like this would come out of this whatever the fuck you wanna call it.
I don't know how many times I asked/told/tried to talk to you, it never happened. But there's no sense crying over spilled milk.
Annie, I had THE best times with you, and I'm sorry it had to end the way it did. You truely are an amazing person, and even if we never would've dated, I'd have found a really great friend.
I'm sorry it ended at all, but I kind of saw it coming.
I hope whoever you're with now can make you happy (hopefully he's not a total d-bag), unlike me.
If you're just going to stop talking to me completely,
Goodbye.
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You guys, I don't know what to do, I feel like total shit. I'm sitting here listening to fucking Slayer and I'm hurt.
What the fuck do I do, man?