Well as promised here is my finall Christmas story. I decided to go a different way with this one so I hope you all read, and enjoy it.
Merry Fuckin Christmas
I sighed as l sat in my room thinking, 'Great, christmas is here, another lonly fuckin day. Like l havn't put up with this shit before...(Flashback) 'Merry Christmas Michael.' 'Wow a gameboy, thanks mommy!' *runs to little brother* 'Look Len, a gameboy!' 'Wow Mike that's so coo...' *BOOM, explosion tears apart the front door* 'Mommy!' *sounds of gunshots are heard as my 10 year old self hides under the table, crying. After a couple of minutes the smoke clears and silence follows* 'Mommy...daddy...Len?' *silence as my past self walks over to a motionless body on the floor* 'Len get up...*silence*....Len...LENNIE!' (End flashback) My thoughts are disturbed when my door opens and startled l jump out of my bed. "Woah, nice reflaxes there Mike. You comin down to eat?" GP says. "Yeah, i'll be right down." l said dryly, "Everything all right cause you seem, l dunno, disturbed?" "Na i'm allright Phantom, really." "If you say so Mike, come on let's eat I'm starvin." GP leaves my room and l follow soon after.
"Hey Boris thought you died up there." Joic says as I reach the bottom of the stairs. I found an empty seat next to Charrlotte and sat down. I didn't feel much like eatin so l just played with my food thinking some more. 'It's been 11 years, shit feels like it happened yesterday, 'If it's botherin you this much then why don't you just tell someone and get it off your chest?' I can't do that. 'Why not?' because you're just my consceince and l don't have to listen to you. 'Whatever.'
MM who is sittin across from me looks up and sees me starin into space, "Hey...Boris...you alright *gulp*?" he says in between chews. "Yeah i'm fine, just not hungry that's all." "You seem troubled?" "I'm fine, really." i say dryly again. "Will you cheer the fuck up?" Lundi says, "Tommorrows christmas." Everyone starts talkin about how they forgot tommorrow was christmas and what they had to get before the day was up. In the middle of all the talking l get up unoticed (so l thought) "Yeah christmas." l mutter to myself before walkin off not knowing someone was watching me. I walked outside but the talking could still be heard even when l approach my car, l get in and the sound of them talking stops, 'Why didn't you tell them, and don't give me some bullshit excuse. I just can't Why the fuck not? you wouldn't understand I am you...shut up.' I turn the car on and drive off, 'where are we goin? didn't l tell you to shut up yeah but you can't shut me up. So where are we goin? well I am going up to the cliff why? l thought you were me smart ass'
The cliff was one of my favorite spots since l was a kid, it overlooks the city and the bay. I drove to the top and sat in my car lookin over the city, this was always a kick ass spot at night l thought before driften off into sleep. (dream) l look around but all l see is darkness, l turn aound and now i'm lookin at someone standin in front of me, but somthing is wrong, i'm staring at myself when l was 11. I reach out to touch myself but l go right through him/me. 'What's goin on?' as soon as l say that my past self starts to quiver with the look like he's seen a ghost on his face. 'What's wrong?' l say but he can't hear me l look in the direction he's staring to see a door bieng blown open, the whole incident is replaying itself. I look back at my past self and notice he's under a table shaking. 'No not again.' l say as men run through the hole, 'Not again!' l take out my Desert Eagle and fire off a couple of shots at them but it goes right through them. 'No' l say as the my past replays itself, but when they finish off my family one of them notices me and puts his gun to my face. I just stare at him blankly as he pulls the trigger. *BOOM* (end dream) I wake up screaming and hit my head on the horn causin more noise, "AHHH SHIT!" i say as i rub my head.
I look at the window to see Crimson standin there, it's daytimeand she's laughin her head off. I roll down the window still rubbin my head, "What the hell are you laughin at?" "You" she says still laughing, "you wouldn't walk up when l taped your window so l slamed your hood and you smashed your head into the stearin wheel." "Yeah no shit." l said takin my hand off my forehead reveling a big bump. "Get in l drive you back." l say. "What the hell were you doin out here anyway?" i say when she sits down in the passenger seat, "You ran off last night without saying a thing to anyone so l came lookin for you. What were you doing out here anyway?" 'this is your chance shut up ....pussy alright!' "Well a couple of years ago..." I tell her the whole story whilst she sits there wide eyed listening. "and the worst part of it was, they were caught by the cops and died in jail, l never got my revenge. I didn't need any sympathy, so l never told anyone." I looked at her and noticed she was crying, my face went red with embaresment, 'great job asshole you made her cry! you're the one who fucking told me to empty my fucking heart out to someone l bearly fucking know! but i didn't tell you to make her cry!...you fucking prick.
"Oh my God Boris i'm so sorry!" "Whatever let's just go back to the house. I'm sure thier wonderin where we are." the ride back home was silent and when we got to the house l told her i'd stay in the car for a while. After about an hour of arguing with my consceince l got out and walked into the house, all the lights where off, "Hello?" i said confused, the lights sprang on and everyone screamed out "MERRY CHRISTMAS!" "What the hell is this?" i said still confused, Charrlotte came up to me and said, "Crimson told us about your past, and we wanted to remind you that you have a family...right here." I finally reallized then and there what christmas was about, it was about famliy. It was amazing, someone actually cared about my pathetic past, and for the first time since my parents death l did somthing, l cried, but it wasn't from sadness, it was from joy, and l couldn't be happier knowing that l had a family all along. This was the best gift l ever got, a family.
END
Hope you enjoyed it and hope everyone has a Merry fuckin Christmas, even though this is a little early.
