At 1/2/05 03:12 AM, muh_not_stooped wrote:
omg *spaz* i havn't seen you in forever!!!
It seems funny to me that I'm reminded of this topic at the oddest times. Oh well, better than nothing, I suppose.
hey, as long as you remember us man!
I see that the conversation topics and methods are still about the same... I won't try to jump in on any of Mal and Ben's conversations at the moment so as to not confuse myself.
again, sorry people. ben and i have a lot to talk about, concidering he comes around less and less....
I've been well lately... I've mostly been writing music and drawing. I am much more seriously aimed at animation as a career now, and I've secured a spot in a very nice private (though not too expensive) animation college in Toronto. As far as movies go, yes, I have been working. I am currently wading through a movie idea I had recently. I am doing all of the design and animation by hand, but I may at some point convert it to flash form.
that sounds really cool. ozcar is making a movie right now with me as the voice actor. i'm finally contributing to this damned site
It seems that much of the discussion here is about girl troubles... I'll contribute my own problems, but I'm afraid I'm not quite useful enough to provide solutions right now. My current predicament is an odd one, I think. During the past summer, I built up a very nice relationship with a girl I was working with at a camp. I enjoyed her company very much, and from what my moronic noodle was able to process, the feeling was mutual. However, at the end of the summer, nothing was really decided as to where to go from there. She lives far enough away to make it impossible to just go look for her, and I don't know any way of contacting her. Looking back on it now, it seemed to have 'summer fling' written all over it, so I've decided to move on.
hey, you work at a camp too?! man, i found out after camp that a good friend of mine from there had a kind of crush on me. i am really bad at noticing hints and taht.
dont worry, my girl troubles this summer were even mroe screwed up.
So, now I have a new person that I'm interested in. She seems to be fine with this, and I've gone out with her a few times now. Again with the big however... there is this 'friend' of hers I've heard a lot about who she has known for all of her life, and who she has dated, on and off, for a long time. Most of the people I've talked to have referred to him as her boyfriend, and when I talked to her about it, I found out that I was the 'just a friend' one. Oh well.
thats like a swift kick in the balls when you learn that, isn't it?
My biggest concern here is what to do now... I've thought about trying to find someone else, but it's getting late in the school year, and I won't be going near this town much next year. Also, there's the possibility of working with the first girl I talked about again this coming summer, which would be sure to complicate anything I try here.
wow...i forgot abotu working next summer...its going to be weird if anna and i are still dating when i go....i mean, i wont see her for almost 4 weeks straight at one point....
Well, there's my problems. Wheeee!
ok heres mine. try and stay with me man.
my ex girlfriend, alicia, has been dating this guy for about 6 months now. or longer. either way, it was around april and may that she started dating him after their break up in the winter before. either way, i've had feelings for her the entire time. and every little while, she and i will have a very serious conversation in which i spill my guts and she says she felt the same way, but we could never get around that we lived kind of far away from eachother, and never tried going back out, because i think she still liked that other guy.
either way, in may i sent her a very heavy email explaining that i was fed up with every time i told her how i felt she would just ignore me and avoid me almost immediatly afterward. she knew how i felt and kept doing it. and we began sending emails back in forth. by june she was dating that guy again and i was again left to dry. i was fed up and the day before i left for camp i explained that i was leaving for a week and that i wanted a reply from her on whether our friendship would even last.
well, each week we sent replies to eachother, and then one week she just didn't send back and i figured it was useless to try and have a relationship with her, after three years of being friends and dating for six months at one point, i finally realized that it was useless to even try. so i was kind of down for the end of the summer, she even stopped by my house one day for about 5min, then left after a few long moments of awkwardness.
and then this fall, when my sister hosted a party at my house for one of her friends birthdays, anna (my current girlfriend) was invited. and over the night we wound up pulling an all nighter together and by 5am were just sitting at the kitchen table nearly falling asleep on eachother.
i hadn't even though of her and i untill that night. i mean, she's attractive, but she was totally out of my league. much brighter then i am, and much cooler too (in the sence that she really had her own style and everything, not really in a social sense, shes cool too in that way). either way, we wound up makig out on the bus ride home from a forensics tourniment in pottsdam, NY (ironically i had seen the girl who had a crush on me at work, she was attending the state college there, and i met up with a bunch of people from camp who go there)
and then it just kinda went from there. now we are dating
I'll try to stick around here longer this time.
yay!!!!
