At 12/14/04 09:48 PM, madhatt3r wrote: i failed the course but passed the final regents exam, and really, that should be enough to grant me access to the next course, but no. it's never that easy, is it?

Are you saying the tests didn't raise your marks high enough to be a pass? Or are you saying that you had the marks, but the rules didn't let you?

i am flat out broke and i have about 15 people to get gifts for.

Judging by what you just said, I take it you are an adult. How old are you anyway, and why are you hiding your age?

i am passing everything else with a minimum of 80 though, which is nice.

Are you in college by any chance?

we're of a new genre of rock, one which holds no practical time tested musical rules, including such things as harmony, practice, timing, and tuning.

I don't think that Idea will take off. I mean, who would buy something that sounds so off key just because it is the new thing?

i changed my view on religion from atheist to agnostic a couple of months ago, and i am becoming more and more interested in buddhism.

What inspired you to make such a dramatic change?

At 12/14/04 09:48 PM, madhatt3r wrote: i still can't drive yet. remember, i'm 15, i think our beautiful state law says i can't drive alone until i'm 17, and i can't drive at night until i'm 18 or something like that. i did miss you though. missed everyone here as a matter of fact.

yeah, i just barely made it by that new state law. then again, you live in long island...where the driving rules are fucked i live in "upstate" NY and i can pretty much do whatever i damn well want, and have been snice i was 16 when i got my lisense. yeah, technically i can't drive past 9pm....but really, if im not getting pulled over during the day. i'm not gonna get pulled over at night. therefore, it doesn't matter

various things during the course of my absence, which i don't think was more than 6 months (less i'm sure). i went through summer school which was so goddamn annoying i can't even describe it, i think i told you guys about that? maybe not. i failed the course but passed the final regents exam, and really, that should be enough to grant me access to the next course, but no. it's never that easy, is it?

oh man, thats harsh. in my school we dont have summer school. but if you fail something you can choose to go to some other area schools summer program.

i've been trying to get a job, which has proved unsuccessful up until yesterday when i found out about two potential options for that. i'm not looking to get into anything special, i just need something to get some cash out of. especially around this time. i am flat out broke and i have about 15 people to get gifts for.

haha, knorad can't read!!! he told you he was 15 earlier. and you assume he's an adult because of this paragraph?

i never buy people gifts. my girlfriend and i decided on celebrating christmas on feb. 18 because i havt no money and she wants to wait a while longer so she can decide on some totally kickass gift for me....i hope its food.

i am currently failing math with a 62 average, if i don't get that up i risk going to summer school again, which would just suck, heh. i am passing everything else with a minimum of 80 though, which is nice.

heh, i have a 63 in chemistry. if you go back a page, you can see my rant about that

math i have like a 40 average, its pretty sad, but i'm working on it.

then my other classes are fine.

telling them that we're of a new genre of rock, one which holds no practical time tested musical rules, including such things as harmony, practice, timing, and tuning.

nice, when you get a lil older and start traveling around with your group. i might have to tag along..because i was nearly kicked otu of elementarry chorus and band because of my conflicting ideas on all of that.

I WAS A VISIONARRY DAMNIT!

i changed my view on religion from atheist to agnostic a couple of months ago, and i am becoming more and more interested in buddhism. i actually am thinking about becoming a buddhist, which is not something i would ever have associated myself with a year ago. these are just a couple of things that have happened in the past while.

i thought i was athiest...but there are some thigns i cant explaina nd figure shouldent be explained by science or seeing with my own eyes. i switched over to diesm last year some time.

it's nice to come back here every once in a while and read things like this. it certainly put a smile on my face, that's for sure. <3

i made out with um...nobody there

....but that lamp was sure fun to talk to

At 12/14/04 10:25 PM, Painbringer wrote: Are you saying the tests didn't raise your marks high enough to be a pass? Or are you saying that you had the marks, but the rules didn't let you?

i failed the coursework/classwork whatever you want to call it, meaning in the actual class i did bad on tests, what have you, but i passed the final exam, the new york state regents examination, with like, an 85. i thought that should quailify me to go on to the next level of math, which it did, but i had to retake the course in summer school. my math teacher gave us tests that were harder than what was on the actual regents.

Judging by what you just said, I take it you are an adult. How old are you anyway, and why are you hiding your age?

nah, i'm 15. i probably still sound like i'm 10 though, just ask stash from that that time she called.

Are you in college by any chance?

second year of high school. :)

I don't think that Idea will take off. I mean, who would buy something that sounds so off key just because it is the new thing?

we aren't planning to do good. we aren't putting anything on the line to 'make it' with that band. it's just for fun, and we're hoping some new age idiot at a record company (or anywhere, for that matter) would think it's a smart idea to endorse it, or even listen to it in the first place haha.

What inspired you to make such a dramatic change?

i don't know. i think buddhism as a whole is just a nice religion based more on wisdom than on pure faith, which is a relaxling break from what i learn in the catholic religion courses i take in school.

At 12/14/04 10:38 PM, MALforPresident wrote: yeah, i just barely made it by that new state law. then again, you live in long island...where the driving rules are fucked i live in "upstate" NY and i can pretty much do whatever i damn well want

brooklyn actually, parts of long island have less rules than where i am, but more than where you are. my cousin lives in some suburb of chicago, and he's driving around all day alone, he turned 15 something like two months ago.

oh man, thats harsh. in my school we dont have summer school. but if you fail something you can choose to go to some other area schools summer program.

you decide if you go to summer school? that's nuts.

she wants to wait a while longer so she can decide on some totally kickass gift for me....i hope its food.

haha.

heh, i have a 63 in chemistry. if you go back a page, you can see my rant about that

chemistry is actually my best class right now, i have like a 90 in it.

math i have like a 40 average, its pretty sad, but i'm working on it.

yeah, i need to get my math grades up too.

nice, when you get a lil older and start traveling around with your group. i might have to tag along..because i was nearly kicked otu of elementarry chorus and band because of my conflicting ideas on all of that.

don't worry. if this 'takes off', we're buying a private jet and picking all of my friends from the OCP up and we're going to like, hawaii or something.

....but that lamp was sure fun to talk to

they always are.

please update me on what's new with everyone, guys. bad things/good things, i am behind around here. ps- it's freezing.

At 12/15/04 07:12 AM, madhatt3r wrote: i thought that should quailify me to go on to the next level of math, which it did, but i had to retake the course in summer school.

Oh well. You live and die by the rules.

my math teacher gave us tests that were harder than what was on the actual regents.

For your system, that's not very helpful.

nah, i'm 15. i probably still sound like i'm 10 though, just ask stash from that that time she called.

Despite your lack of capitalization, your grammar seems correct - That's why you seem mature to me. And unless you really are 10, I don't see why you should hide your age.

second year of high school. :)

Figures.

we're hoping some new age idiot at a record company (or anywhere, for that matter) would think it's a smart idea to endorse it, or even listen to it in the first place haha.

I guess that's something we can all gamble on.

i think buddhism as a whole is just a nice religion based more on wisdom than on pure faith, which is a relaxling break from what i learn in the catholic religion courses i take in school.

Yeah, plus they respect all faiths too.

please update me on what's new with everyone, guys. bad things/good things, i am behind around here.

I'm just slacking off in my first week of Christmas break.

ps- it's freezing.

How cold is it over there?

BTW, Ben told me that if anyone wants to know what he's been up to, then they should click his sig.

At 12/15/04 03:05 PM, Painbringer wrote: Despite your lack of capitalization, your grammar seems correct - That's why you seem mature to me. And unless you really are 10, I don't see why you should hide your age.

honestly, i'm not hiding anything. :P around last year i used to post on this bbs alot, i also used capitalization then, people mistook me for someone around the age of 19-25. the english language is something i use to my advantage. typing in internet slang doesn't really appeal to me. plus, when i type like this, i certainly seem more intelligent that if i were to typ liek th1s, no? i am also write alot so i guess i'm above average for my age when it comes to the grammar/vocabulary department.

I'm just slacking off in my first week of Christmas break.

eh, i start next thursday.

How cold is it over there?

it was about 27 degrees F here this moring, when i typed that. it's more around 50 now.

At 12/15/04 04:20 PM, madhatt3r wrote: i guess i'm above average for my age when it comes to the grammar/vocabulary department.

And you sure are!

eh, i start next thursday.

Like most everyone else.

it was about 27 degrees F here this moring

You mean outside, or in your room? Well, the freezing point of water is 32 F, so ouch.

At 12/15/04 04:48 PM, Painbringer wrote: And you sure are!

why thanks.

You mean outside, or in your room? Well, the freezing point of water is 32 F, so ouch.

it was probably around 50 in my room, 27 outside, i had the windows open. i love the cold wind, i'll probably end up dead like... was it thomas edison?

there's ice by the curbs and stuff. freeeeeezing.

At 12/15/04 07:11 PM, madhatt3r wrote: i'll probably end up dead like... was it thomas edison?

I don't remember how he died.

there's ice by the curbs and stuff. freeeeeezing.

But fun to walk on when it's wet.

you city slickers complaining and such about the "cold"

lemme give you a lil lesson on cold. last winter we had a two week stretch of HIGH temperatures that were below -10 (neg 10!!!) F out.

and it's been below 0 here for the las few mornings, and i walk to school.

anywho. aside from being fucked in schoool at the moment, as i always am. i have a girlfriend now, my sister and i both got a car (till mine gets fixed) and um..yeah, thats about it for me.

benney-boy finally got himself a girlie too!

At 12/15/04 10:08 PM, MALforPresident wrote: and it's been below 0 here for the las few mornings, and i walk to school.

But walking warms you up - It's those who stand, or got their tongue stuck to a pole, who suffer.

i have a girlfriend now, my sister

Going for incest now, eh, Mally? :-)

benney-boy finally got himself a girlie too!

Seems like everyone is getting a GF now. And I don't even have a BF.

At 12/15/04 10:28 PM, Painbringer wrote: But walking warms you up - It's those who stand, or got their tongue stuck to a pole, who suffer.

i never go outside in the best equipment for the cold

i have a girlfriend now, my sister

Going for incest now, eh, Mally? :-)

my fat finger didn't hit the period. you sick fuck.

benney-boy finally got himself a girlie too!

Seems like everyone is getting a GF now. And I don't even have a BF.

my school is coupling off too...well, they already had, i think i was the most recent joinup dealy. my sister and friend devon were first in late spring. then my sister's best friend, and so on and so on.

either way. yeah, maybe you're just not the boyfriend type..maybe a fuck n dump type feller...

At 12/15/04 10:35 PM, MALforPresident wrote: i never go outside in the best equipment for the cold

But still, you get warm by walking.

my fat finger didn't hit the period.

Beter watch that double meaning.

you sick fuck.

I don't see what's the big deal with incest - Other than the fact it makes inferior babies.

maybe a fuck n dump type feller...

Nah, I find it more enjoyable doing long time straight friends than random gay strangers.

At 12/15/04 10:53 PM, Painbringer wrote: But still, you get warm by walking.

you'd think that, woulden't you?

my fat finger didn't hit the period.

Beter watch that double meaning.

i was going for the double meaning.

you sick fuck.

I don't see what's the big deal with incest - Other than the fact it makes inferior babies.

its still sick and wrong. i think my sister is pretty ugly.

maybe a fuck n dump type feller...

Nah, I find it more enjoyable doing long time straight friends than random gay strangers.

i'd rather have long lasting friends. many of them are straight girls, but half the time i'll never get a chance with them

At 12/15/04 11:04 PM, MALforPresident wrote: you'd think that, woulden't you?

How can you argue against it? Unless you mean it's not enough at that temperature, which I doubt.

i was going for the double meaning.

Very well.

its still sick and wrong.

*Sigh* Must you use subjective arguments like all the other n00bs? I mean, if it's so sick and wrong, then why are people enjoying it?

i think my sister is pretty ugly.

Then that's a good enough reason for you to not do it with her.

i'd rather have long lasting friends. many of them are straight girls, but half the time i'll never get a chance with them

Yeah, I wish I could see that half-Asian kid again.

At 12/15/04 11:26 PM, Painbringer wrote: How can you argue against it? Unless you mean it's not enough at that temperature, which I doubt.

usually when i walk out the door, in my tiredness, i'm wearing maybe a sweatshirt with a single T-shirt under it and a pair of jeans with my shoes that haveh oles in them and a pair of thin socks.

it's still cold.

*Sigh* Must you use subjective arguments like all the other n00bs? I mean, if it's so sick and wrong, then why are people enjoying it?

maybe i would think differently if i weren't braught up to think that incest was morally wrong and if my sister wasn't ugly.

i'd rather have long lasting friends. many of them are straight girls, but half the time i'll never get a chance with them

Yeah, I wish I could see that half-Asian kid again.

i'm sorry you lost your friend, man. its always tough when people who fear the truth choose to stay ignorant

At 12/15/04 11:38 PM, MALforPresident wrote: it's still cold.

It was your choice to go out like that anyway. So quit yer whining.

maybe i would think differently if i weren't braught up to think that incest was morally wrong and if my sister wasn't ugly.

I was brought up under similar conditions. But did that stop me from thinking the way I do? Hell no!

i'm sorry you lost your friend, man.

I guess it was my fault for being too lazy to invite him to my birthday parties.

its always tough when people who fear the truth choose to stay ignorant

What's that supposed to mean?

At 12/15/04 11:49 PM, Painbringer wrote:

At 12/15/04 11:38 PM, MALforPresident wrote: it's still cold.

It was your choice to go out like that anyway. So quit yer whining.

i wasn't complaining, you were talking about cold. i was voicing the facts about what is concidered cold for me

maybe i would think differently if i weren't braught up to think that incest was morally wrong and if my sister wasn't ugly.

I was brought up under similar conditions. But did that stop me from thinking the way I do? Hell no!

well, it wasnt forced on me. i pretty much think it is wrong, i think of sex as a form of procreation and love..i neither love nor find my sister a possible canidate for procreation. not to mention, the babies would be fucked up

i'm sorry you lost your friend, man.

I guess it was my fault for being too lazy to invite him to my birthday parties.

you asshole, no wonder he's not your friend anymore (just kidding ^_^)

its always tough when people who fear the truth choose to stay ignorant

What's that supposed to mean?

i thought you were talkin bout dude you met in college who, after he found out you were bi, just stopped talking to you

At 12/15/04 11:57 PM, MALforPresident wrote: i wasn't complaining, you were talking about cold. i was voicing the facts about what is concidered cold for me

Oh, okay. But you still have to respect the fact that not everyone has the same tollerance for temperature extremes as you do.

i think of sex as a form of procreation and love.

But did you impregnate any of the few girls you fucked? Of course not, you little hypocrite.

(just kidding ^_^)

I still regret it though.

i thought you were talkin bout dude you met in college who, after he found out you were bi, just stopped talking to you

No, I'm not talking about the Taiwanese classmate - I'm talking about a former friend of my brother who I fondled with in the late '90s.

Oh, and before I forget again (for the 5th or so time), I'd just like to say that some n00b revived my AIDS prank topic earlier today, asking me why I ain't dead yet - Check it out for yourself.

At 12/16/04 12:13 AM, Painbringer wrote: Oh, okay. But you still have to respect the fact that not everyone has the same tollerance for temperature extremes as you do.

so true, i go from -40 degrees to 110+ degrees every year.

i think of sex as a form of procreation and love.

But did you impregnate any of the few girls you fucked? Of course not, you little hypocrite.

to be human is to be a hyppocrit. but i loved that one girl...and it was her idea for protection..honestly, if you were a woman would you want MY seed in you?

(just kidding ^_^)

I still regret it though.

i dont have birthday parties. no expectations, no dissapointments

No, I'm not talking about the Taiwanese classmate - I'm talking about a former friend of my brother who I fondled with in the late '90s.

aaah, i see.

Oh, and before I forget again (for the 5th or so time), I'd just like to say that some n00b revived my AIDS prank topic earlier today, asking me why I ain't dead yet - Check it out for yourself.

AHAHAHAHA!!!! i almost forgot about that. i'll still say that you really had me worried about you there, but i laughed my ass off when i heard it was a joke.

....seriously...why aren't you dead yet?

wait..wasnt i supposed to die like twice int he last year alone. and last week i passed the one year anniversory of my original death date

At 12/16/04 12:26 AM, MALforPresident wrote:

so true, i go from -40 degrees to 110+ degrees every year.

Those are some extremes!

honestly, if you were a woman would you want MY seed in you?

I don't even know you that well.

i dont have birthday parties. no expectations, no dissapointments

None of my birthdays have actually been parties - Just small gettogethers with parents, friends, and cake.

AHAHAHAHA!!!! i almost forgot about that. i'll still say that you really had me worried about you there, but i laughed my ass off when i heard it was a joke.

Well, it was more of a boredom/what if experiment, but yeah, it was also a joke to make me infamous.

....seriously...why aren't you dead yet?

Be careful what questions you ask - This is the kind of shit has caused USA and France to split up, and my father to die!

wait..wasnt i supposed to die like twice int he last year alone. and last week i passed the one year anniversory of my original death date

Hey, I ain't always right. Besides, I think I predicted your dad's fear of you dying more than anything.

mal, are you asking to bear konrads children?
yes?
okay, just checking.

so, today my mom ripped all of the pictures of jason off my wallls, crumpled them up and then we preceded to get into another fistfight. i have a scratch on my eye, i cant bend my arm properly and have afew bruises.
itwas worth it. i can take the pain, she cant take the guilt.

At 12/16/04 02:08 AM, TearDropped wrote: mal, are you asking to bear konrads children?

You know, that may be possible 100 years from now.

itwas worth it. i can take the pain, she cant take the guilt.

Wow, what got her to hate Jason so much? I mean, my mom hates my brother's girlfriend(s), yet she never gets physical about it.

At 12/15/04 10:08 PM, MALforPresident wrote: benney-boy finally got himself a girlie too!

where is he, anyway? i can't find his sig to click, heh.

At 12/16/04 12:26 AM, MALforPresident wrote: so true, i go from -40 degrees to 110+ degrees every year.

in new york?

i dont have birthday parties. no expectations, no dissapointments

i had a birthday party once when i was little. i never had one again. i usually just spend time with my family on my birthday.

At 12/16/04 01:07 AM, Painbringer wrote: and my father to die!

did that happen recently? sorry :(

At 12/16/04 02:08 AM, TearDropped wrote: itwas worth it. i can take the pain, she cant take the guilt.

i am very much out of the loop. who's jason, what did you do or he do that made your mom hate him?

At 12/16/04 07:02 AM, madhatt3r wrote: where is he, anyway?

Very busy with school and holiday shit.

i can't find his sig to click, heh.

Here it is, for all you lazy bastards:
www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=biteme2514

did that happen recently? sorry :(

Yeah, on the morning of November the 6th. It isn't something you should feel bad about missing.

who's jason?

That's Stash's lover boyfriend - They have been together for about a year.

At 12/16/04 02:50 PM, Painbringer wrote: Yeah, on the morning of November the 6th. It isn't something you should feel bad about missing.

it was more of a sorry for your loss than anything.

That's Stash's lover boyfriend - They have been together for about a year.

what happened concerning him that set off her mom?

i just got home an hour ago. at school, i had my 5th period class for 45 minutes then i saw this, sort of drama troupe, i guess, perform for my school. they did othello. it was kind of nice, besides the fact that i couldn't stop myself from dozing off at certain parts, it was something like 3 hours long and quite boring. i got out of school around twelve thirty. i went over to a friend's house, bullshitted for a while and watched him play halo. after i left his house i met up with this girl i know and we got something to eat. now i'm sitting here, avoiding homework that i know i need to do, feeling sleepy as hell, flipping through a vater percussion catalog i ordered.

i really want to see a movie now, anything will do, but i am to the point of tired where i don't even want to get up, even if it is to go sit down again and watch something.

At 12/16/04 08:04 PM, madhatt3r wrote: what happened concerning him that set off her mom?

donno yet, last i heard, he was moving into a new place. i bet her mom is mad because stash hinted at moving in with jason to set her off or something. i know if i were her i'd do that to my mom just for kicks.

i just got home an hour ago. at school, i had my 5th period class for 45 minutes then i saw this, sort of drama troupe, i guess, perform for my school. they did othello. it was kind of nice, besides the fact that i couldn't stop myself from dozing off at certain parts, it was something like 3 hours long and quite boring. i got out of school around twelve thirty. i went over to a friend's house, bullshitted for a while and watched him play halo. after i left his house i met up with this girl i know and we got something to eat. now i'm sitting here, avoiding homework that i know i need to do, feeling sleepy as hell, flipping through a vater percussion catalog i ordered.

haha, man, if you disliked othello, you'd love the play our drama class is doing after this christmas halidy. "complete workds of william shakespere..abridged"

its an amazing comedy, they mock EVERY SINGLE play by shakespwere, and othello is made fun of is

"clearly we cannot do this play"
"why not?"
"well..its physically impossible, i'm a white cali surfer dude...and youre..well..you're whiter then i am! maybe i have a little hispanic..but i can't do it"
"wait..i have an idea..." *starts rapping the story line of othello*

i mean, pure genious!

and in one part the entire cast jumps onto stage and has a football game!

i really want to see a movie now, anything will do, but i am to the point of tired where i don't even want to get up, even if it is to go sit down again and watch something.

my sister is taping the show "life as wek now it" so i can't do much as far as watching TV at the moment

she hates him, honestly, for no reason. she doesnt like me having someone in my life, shes a mom she ates boyfreinds. my mom is also mentally disabled so shes abusive. w00t. hes really a nice guy, sweet,, she doesnt like men all that much, and she kows i love him and all. imagine being a mom and kowing that, and she doesnt think hes good enough for me. hes too good for me.

the reason we fought, though, is cause i did his laundry

At 12/17/04 12:48 AM, TearDropped wrote: she hates him, honestly, for no reason.

*Psychic mode*

Her reason for hating him is because she feels certain that he is taking advantage of you, and being nice just to get what he wants.

the reason we fought, though, is cause i did his laundry

Yup, that proves my theory.

BTW, I just came back from the best night of ghey secks I ever had.

i understand now. as long as he isn't taking advantage of you i don't see anything wrong with it. how old is he, though, i doubt he's 16 and moving out or whatever?

it's abut five minutes to seven am, i am sitting here wondering if i should put my socks on yet. heh. i know i'll have to eventually. someone moved the little buddah i had on my desk and turned it around. they are trying to reverse it's already non-existant luck effects. damn. i rub it's head everyday for good luck, i think it's worked so far. let's see if it gets me that job i want.

At 12/17/04 02:42 PM, GanonsTriforce wrote: -Spam alert-

Hey, don't say the S-word up in here!

I live a very lonely, sad life.

Your life will have to change sooner or later - It's just a matter of time.

Just posting to show you that I'm alive... barely...

Now don't you be believing that you're gonna die - Faith can kill.

And in other news... I just witnessed the next terrorist attack involving hijacked planes in a dream: The planes were tan coloured, four engine, jumbo jets, and the targets hit were a power tower, some village (exploding barrels dropped from plane), Washington DC (multiple targets, including monuments and one bulding that my dead father told me the Bin Ladens stayed). And I've seen all this by looking out the windows of my house - Very realistic.