Don't ask me to form a coherent thought into a post. im jetlagging like hell from my holidays sleeping time lmao (i basically went to sleep so late that i ended up doing a 24-hour sleeping loop until i got back to normal school sleeping times).
Anyway there's not much new, it's my same old usual unhappiness with school. I get shit grades in every subject and it just seems impossible for me to sit down on a chair at home and actually start doing my homework, or even writing the lesson on my note book in class. I'm in a class of retards. No one understand anything, no one in my class knows how to think. Generally I am interested in subjects like math and physics, hence why I was this [-] close to creating a "math club" thread on the flash forum, as geeky as it may sound. However at school I just can't bring myself to pay much attention to the lessons and shit. I used to ask a lot of questions in the scientific classes (math physics etc) but i quickly stopped after I realised most of my teachers don't know anything about what they teach.
Today we had to use our graphic calculators to display a certain function on the screen in the same way it was shown in the book: like a stretched curve that goes from the left edge of the screen to the right with a y axis that slightly increases and then slightly decreases.
f(x) = 1 / x^2 + 25
As you can possible imagine, you won't see any of the curve in this function if you set your window on high yMax and yMin, as f(1) = 1/26 and f(10) = 1/125 (you get the point)
in class they spent around 40 minutes trying to figure why the curve wasn't visible on their screen, i completed it in around 10 seconds because it seemed obvious that y= x^(-2) isn't gonna give high values. not intending to boast here or anything, just showing you the contrast in my class.
Luckily my physics teacher wanted to talk to me, she could see that i wasn't doing very well grade-wise although i am "gifted", she is going to talk to my mother and maybe I'll get to go to another school for gifted people.
i hope by "school for special people" they don't mean school for retards lmao
gust is probably gonna laugh if he sees this.