At 1/2/18 10:40 PM, Jackho wrote:
He has a game and a song uploaded which are most likely stolen too.
Nice find, but song? Why, I have no idea what you're talking about. ;)
At 1/2/18 01:40 PM, Fro wrote:
I go through weird stages where I think I can bite off a whole bunch of things all at once. I was trying to make a game, do everything possible that I could on newgrounds, write, read, work full time, work part time on top of it, and be a full time dad/partner.
I feel ya, brother. I do the same thing all the time and then get really bad social anxiety about it and crash.
That was my high, I went through a low not too long ago. Now I'm mellowed out again. (No it doesn't have anything to do with pot being legal for all use in my state now!) I did try some edibles last night and had about 4 hours of no back pain so that was nice, but hated the taste.
So you go through manic depression too? Plus old people pains? Jeez. Also, I know what you mean about edibles. They're not legal here, but let's just say they're an acquired taste, and my digestive system was not happy.
Whenever I'm mellowed out I'm more into going to work, coming home and being dad/spouse. Watching movies with the family, etc... I'm going to try and ride this stage of my up and down emotions for awhile. I usually get a good year out of it. If you see me really active on newgrounds again that's probably not a good thing in all reality. :P
I get ya. Lately, I've been going out with friends more often, trying to un-depresso-need-less-espresso. If I push too hard, I'll burn out and drop off the face of the earth. Same thing happened in 2011-2013 when I totally disappeared from NG, and prior to that my activity was rather sporadic. I was spending more time with journalism, band, and RL in general to recoup. 2014, I got super depressed, started making music again, and eventually got back active on NG. Now NG is more or less a part of my social life and I'm teetering between mania and super-depresso-need-an-espresso every couple days. The only good thing is I'm learning how to be busy and happy at the same time, which is a plus, and my academic interests have returned, so I have a retreat.