I need to say this. I am not trying to make excuses for my comments/behaviour, but I would like you all to know, that on Christmas day at around 2am, after suffering a major headache for some hours, my best friend Mat had a brain Heamorage, he's only 37, thankfully his parents were with him and insisted on taking him to hospital to get checked, he had rushed surgery, so I was really was'nt myself that day, in fact I would go so far as to say it was like having an out of body experience. I just sat here waiting for the phone to ring for some hopefully good news, which eventually came late in the evening. We have been best mates for 30+ years and I cant imagine life without him around, (Not Gay). He is still in intensive care, with a multitude of tubes hanging out of his head, and a hole drilled in the back of his skull to relieve the pressure on his brain, but the doctors say he will make a full recovery, but will need to take it very easy for a while, thank goodness. Like I said previously, I am not trying to use this as an excuse for my appalling comments/behaviour, but I hope you all understand I just was'nt myself that day and had to vent. I read back over my posts and must admit they were totally unfounded and unwarranted, I dont know what I was thinking, I just dont think I was thinking at all. Deepest regretful apologies to Toocool100, after hearing many wonderful testimonies in your favour, using you as a scapegoat was completely wrong, I hope you can forgive me. Sincerest apologies to any one else I offended by my comments, and I hope you can also forgive me. Rest assured nothing like this will ever happen again.
PS: Coop, You have wisdom far beyond your age, it was your comments that helped me see the error of my ways. You were right I should be ashamed. And for that I thank you. Much, much, much appreciated. Super sincerely, and most humbly Gamejunkie.