At 7/1/25 04:38 PM, Thetageist wrote:At 7/1/25 09:49 AM, Lady-Mystery wrote:At 6/30/25 12:24 PM, Thetageist wrote:At 6/30/25 09:32 AM, Lady-Mystery wrote:Sometimes I get so tired of putting effort into art. It seems like no matter what I do, how much I do, it is never enough. Since the year began, I still have not one single piece of 3D art I'd consider good enough to post anywhere.
Instead, I have found myself split between three different projects, one of them in particular is a tag-along that has been dragging its feet for as long as possible, and is making work on the other two intangible.
It is a hand drawn and painted map and it has been taking literally forever. We're talking months. After putting the other two projects on hold, I have been going HAM at it and realized there is at least another week's worth of work left to do (mainly because the last section on it is this abso-fucking-lutely horrible detailed mountainous/cliff-type area). I can't just ignore it, because I NEED this map to make a 3D variant of it in both Unreal Engine and as a guide for future map illustrations for the setting most of my work is based on (so, I can't even finish the Gary Gygax 75 Challenge without it).
I feel so tired of this. So, so tired. I want just one thing, ONE thing I can get done and post. Anything! Feels like being a bug in a maze, picking away at things but getting nothing finished, going in circles forever...
I completely understand the feeling. Okay, so you have some options. What would you like to do to help yourself out of this situation:
(Remember, not everything you make has to be "post-worthy" or a masterpiece to be worthwhile.)
I want option 3 - skip this crap and work on either one of the other two projects I had before.
Only thing I don't like about this option is that it's been literal months of work, and skipping will only drag it on even further, possibly taking up to a year to get this stupid map done. Beyond ridiculous how long it has taken me for something that kinda isn't really that great on its own (for the time spent, at least), and yet, so much in the future depends on it. It's like the 800 pound gorilla in the room and I really want it to sit somewhere else.
If you want my advice, I'd say to finish the map. What I've learned is that a week isn't that much time compared to a year. A week is like, 1 or maybe 2 assignments in a normal university class. You can get through it, and then it'll be done and you can feel proud of yourself for getting through it.
My body pulled Option 4 - Tired Carpal Tunnel right after that last post I made, forcing me to take a break for a few days. That's what kept happening on and off, making this take so long. My wrist does NOT like having to paint in all the little details (especially of trees/plants, cliffs, etc) for days in a row.
I do think finishing the map and getting it out of the way is the best course of action, but have to be a bit careful.