Gamedev is the dream.
But when you are a dummy,
Coding is so hard.
Like, seriously,
How do you get over it,
Tutorial hell?
Wut iz uh siknachur?-Meddy
Own sense of closure,
Acknowledgement, acceptance,
In the end, within.
Why the fuck do I—
Procrastinate on my work?
I’m such a lazy bitch
At 8/19/24 01:22 PM, EvilComix17 wrote:Why the fuck do I—
Procrastinate on my work?
I’m such a lazy bitch
Negativity.
It won't get you anywhere.
Work, then celebrate.
At 8/19/24 01:22 PM, EvilComix17 wrote:Why the fuck do I—
Procrastinate on my work?
I’m such a lazy bitch
Ninety-five percent
of humans are. Let's help each
other get better.
My lead production
predictor is how I slept
the previous night.
So I try to do
things that don't keep me awake
shortly before bed.
Read. Do a puzzle.
Talk to a friend. NOT stare at
a computer screen.
But I still have days
where I'm on my laptop and
BOOM! It's 2 am.
I know I can't make
up for it. Not sustainable.
So I just move on.
The next day I'm back
to reading, and I tire my
eyes out twice as fast.
"Time's fun when you're having flies." ~Kermit the Frog
All withered away
Tear stained cheeks, a gruesome sight
The stench of decay
Singes the nose hairs
Only my carcass remains
Will you rot with me?
The mind draws a blank,
Everything calms to silence,
Fatigue settles in
That togetherness,
The sense of community,
Music ensemble.
Shared affinity,
A looking glass to the past,
Yet ever present.
We perform to you,
Not to quench fragile egos,
But to share moments.
With patience and bond,
I beat frustration and stress.
Learning now is fun.
Wut iz uh siknachur?-Meddy
laugh at a table
stumble across the bar, while
traveling the stars
*xin laugh*
Relationships then,
“Be between man and woman”
The household standard
Relationships now,
“One who has streaming passwords,”
“Another who cooks,”
“One tends to plants and pets,”
“Someone else who wash the dishes,”
“Last dude takes the trash.”
Don’t care who fucks who
As long as the rent is paid
And not related
At 8/22/24 03:41 PM, baphylamb wrote:Relationships then,
“Be between man and woman”
The household standard
Relationships now,
“One who has streaming passwords,”
“Another who cooks,”
“One tends to the plants,”
“Someone else who wash the dishes,”
“Last dude takes the trash.”
Don’t care who fucks who
As long as the rent is paid
And not related
Twinge of pain it is,
Scrolling back to old messages,
Mistakes are human.
At 8/23/24 03:05 AM, baphylamb wrote:Twinge of pain it is,
Scrolling back to old messages,
Mistakes are human.
It could be worse. Post
of mine from '14 brags that
I have Asian friends.
There's nothing wrong with
having Asian friends. Just a
cringy way to brag.
"Time's fun when you're having flies." ~Kermit the Frog
Baby steps taken.
Wonder when detaching starts
Of the training wheels?
Wut iz uh siknachur?-Meddy
Stranger making room
So you have somewhere to sit
When you're late to class
Elevator Guy
Cracking jokes when you are down
waving hi later
Girl asking for help
You can help her, so you do
She tells you thank you
I had a rough day
These people made it okay
There's good in the world
Sustainable sound,
What constitutes permanence,
Band longevity.
In kind, gentle words,
Indefinite hiatus,
Long for disbanded.
How they graced our ears,
experimental, allure,
A fleeting glimpse.
Reminiscing you,
Unremitting nights alone,
May you rest easy
Hello again friend,
Constellation Orion,
Glad that you still shine.
It is all too loud,
Lack of focus, migraine starts,
It is all too bright.
They carry a torch
With a hangdog expression
Due to their scruples
Ever had pizza,
One so good it burns your mouth?
I don’t have patience.
*xin laugh*
Off to Scotland on
Monday - feelings are mixed between
Excitement and dread
he/they - pretty cool guy
Icky, sticky, and
Unbelievably sickly,
My mood is prickly
I'm just one of those people still on the path of getting themselves out there in the world. If you're confused by my mug below you haven't read my profile. I point you to it.
a bounce, a tap, a--
rhythm, a snap, perhaps it's
how you don't go back
*xin laugh*
It's been a long time
Since I've written one of these
I'm slightly rusty
No time anymore.
Days go by, dreams are slipping.
Depression looming.
We are alone, but
melt together as if a
thousand suns were there.
"Time's fun when you're having flies." ~Kermit the Frog
Life's an orchestra,
Playing with no conductor.
Make it worth hearing.
