Oh boy the joy of drama well anyways, whatever the reason of X and Q im sure things will workout whatever the end result may be, anyways, i wont be talking about this topic on here anymore so dont expect a reply from me about it thank you...

~X~

At 1/24/05 10:37 PM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote: Faggass, good call though, oh and welcome back buddy, we need some MAL around here.

What about MALice? >:(

haha, welcome back mal.

At 1/25/05 04:36 PM, Malice- wrote:
What about MALice? >:(

That counts aswell, it has MAL in it so, <3.

Good on you ~X~ take a stand man, its your club. Im enjoying a beer and a ciggie, and watching a corpse get cut open on TV, it doesnt get much etter than this.

At 1/25/05 06:44 PM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote: and watching a corpse get cut open on TV, it doesnt get much etter than this.

Haha, you were watching that too? Crazy Dutch bastard....

Nice tits on the woman though ^_^

At 1/25/05 07:05 PM, BonusStage wrote: SCD and Eld, what kind of an evil/pornographic/english/evil show/movie/soap opera/detective/show are you watching ):<

LOLROFL

It was a live dissection of a man's corpse by this crazy Dutch scientist, who cut open the guy's chest and observed the lungs, heart etc.

To aid that, there was a naked model, who stood for the whole programme while an artist drew the heart and lungs on her body, as a visual aid ;D

It was interesting and educational ^_^

At 1/25/05 06:59 PM, Eldarion wrote:
Haha, you were watching that too? Crazy Dutch bastard....

Yeah isnt it brilliant.

Nice tits on the woman though ^_^

Hmm, other part was better :D

Did you see it yesterday? There was a naked man standing clenching his arse like his life depended on it hahaha.

At 1/25/05 07:45 AM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote: Bwahahaha, you know im going to be completely honest here and say, fuck man GROW UP ALL OF YOU. This is the internet, its not like your mother and father are filing for divorce,

my thoughts are identical to yours, ma man.
----
is anyone else here a part of the K00l club???

At 1/25/05 08:15 PM, M-A-R-C-U-S wrote:
my thoughts are identical to yours, ma man.

<3

is anyone else here a part of the K00l club???

Hahaha, i used to ost in the Awesome crew when Dobio was in it, what a riot.

And now since MARCUS was nice to me....

ODE TO b33r

Beer is great beer is fine
i drink it all the time

End.

At 1/25/05 08:34 PM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote:
ODE TO b33r

Beer is great beer is fine
i drink it all the time

End.

Just Fucking Brilliant.
*Onic aplauds*
One of the best things that I have read on here since ramagi's ode to beer.

Anywho, I'm just looking for somthing to do right now, I'm pretty bored...so I'm just gunna do some flash most likely.

At 1/25/05 08:34 PM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote: <3

x10.

Hahaha, i used to ost in the Awesome crew when Dobio was in it, what a riot.

lol, all those vets are some freakin' funny...
there's just no way ill ever get in on their fun XD haha.

And now since MARCUS was nice to me....

ODE TO b33r

lolol!

Beer is great beer is fine
i drink it all the time

End.

my god, its a master piece! i will try one... so you can LAFF@ TEH N()()BS 0D3 XD.....

Beer is best:
...with a head, when its cold.
...this ode, has now been told.

omfg im an absolute legend XD hahah!
lol, SCD when im 18 we gotta have a beer battle so you can watch be get plastered off a 6 pack XD
(im 130 pounds LAFF).
muhahaha.
----
omfg even better, my school year starts tomorrow! awesomeNOT IT FUCKING SUCKS....
bad luck for me.
fo, shizzle.
(tell me waht you think of my ode XD)

I miss one day and i miss all that? lol geez.

Well, I know i claimed nothing would come from me anytime soon, but poetry is inpiartion and i was inspired to write this. It is very metaphorical and plays on words quite a bit, so i will tell you how i was inspired to write this to keep from some of the confusion.

I was talking with my mom about me moving away next spetember and she was getting a little upset about losing me and, of course, i will never come back and live with them. Alot of people do when they are just getting on their feet, but my mom knows me too well, i will struggle dearly if it means to respect of my father and to not have live under his roof. So, anyway, the poem is about me moving away and the feelings my mom will have. It was originally only one stanze, but it ended quite sad, so i added a second and gave it a happy ending expressing how life goes on and in the end, it will all be worth it. These 20 lines touch base on alot of thing: growing up, love, birth. children, getting old, death. You may not catch all of them due to the extreme metaphors, but i thought it was an accomplishment to touch so many aspects in life in only 20 lines. It also switched perspectives here there which can add to confusion... lol.

Please, give comments. I would really appreciate it.
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Breath a Distant
Free Verse
By, K. Myst Williams

The furthest breath of yet to breathe;
To come and go, but yet to be
The breath of whom you’ve fallen of
The gentle heart you oh-so-love
Will always miss those and thee-
Thought not content with remedies-
As knowing what lies shall always lack
The presence of you, who -aye- fell
Shall look abroad a shoulder
And never heal with all to tell!

Though better life is a stride too long
It feels of plus whilst going strong.
Another heart of gentle love
Will breathe the breath so soon to come
Where both the fallen and the wind
Can finally heal and yearn the breeze
Of the breath who’s next of kin.
As those subtle moves fade and die
All was worth through gentle eyes
Who leads the soul to the furthest breath – My Gemini!

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I have a list of about 200 different novel idea, so i thought, why not start them here. So i chose one of them called Lost in Peace and i will be basically, writing my rough copies in here as i go. This is one of the only ideas i have yet to develop a plot for, so it will be a learning experience for me, because i will be making it up as i go.

I will be starting on that early next month... that will be my next LNL project. And yes, that means less poerty and more storied from me. ^_^

Here is something up lifting for people enjoy.

I Never

I never had anyone bring me up when i was down
I never had someone make me smile away my frown
I never met anyone that was as amazing as u
I never had feelings that were so real and true
I never held a hand and thought that i could melt
I never actually enjoyed the way that i felt
I never kissed a pair of lips that were so very sweet
I never thought it was possible for a boy not to cheat
I never had someone that could make me laugh and smile
I never had a person to just talk to for awhile
I never felt happy when i looked into someone's eyes
I never thought that what people said were anything but lies
I never had someone that i could tell things to
I never told anyone anything until i met you
I never actually felt good about the way that i was
I never had someone that called me all the time "just because"
I never had someone hug me so very tight
I never had so many dreams about someone in one night
I never had someone that could make my heart dance
I never knew i wanted to be with someone after just one glance
I never thought i would be with one person for so long
I never thought about anyone when i heard a love song
I never thought i'd have any of these things, i just didnt have a clue
I never thought it was possible until i met you

At 1/26/05 01:27 PM, ramagi wrote: Here is something up lifting for people enjoy.

Nicely done Ramagi. Based on a real life experience, or?

At 1/26/05 03:12 PM, Quisty wrote: Ok, I am back now. Are you all happy? You know I always come back, heh...

Yay!

Now excuse me, because I have to go to the vet today, and put my dog down.

Oh, that sucks. Sorry to here that.

At 1/26/05 03:38 PM, BonusStage wrote: Myst O_O, do you do anything besides poems + NG :P

Write my novel, play poker with the boys, read, eat, sleep, school, run my company (which is kind of slow right now)... bout it. ^_^

Why do you ask? I am not sure really how to that acually.lol. Are you saying it is bad, or? *Confuzzled*

At 1/26/05 04:55 PM, BonusStage wrote:

Why do you ask? I am not sure really how to that acually.lol. Are you saying it is bad, or? *Confuzzled*

or :)

Oh okay. Coolio. As long as you liked it.

At 1/26/05 05:55 PM, Quisty wrote: Does anyone feel like writting me a poem?

Upon the days so sad and scary
A lady -none deserving - lost her Scotty
Nine years past and gone
We will always know his thoughts, "I love you, Quisty"

A short one i just thought of as i saw the pic. Albeit you two had some times and that he misses you very dearly. It sucks that he had to be put down, i never had any pets in my life, so i am not sure if it is a hard thing to go through, but i hope all goes well for you. : )

At 1/26/05 03:12 PM, Quisty wrote: Ok, I am back now. Are you all happy? You know I always come back, heh...

Well, anyway, ~X~ said he would not come back here unless I did, so that put me in a bit of a spot. I came back now, so all rejoice.

Now excuse me, because I have to go to the vet today, and put my dog down.

Aww welcome back, and like i said before its for the best the dog , a good dog but he must be for no-more pain, anyways welcome back Quisty...

~X~

At 1/26/05 07:00 PM, BonusStage wrote: 11 years Myst, not nine <3

Ah, yes, thanks tips. <3

hey everybody.

quisty, i'm sorry to hear about your doggy...man 11 years, had a full life. and i bet a good one.

i'm sure for whatever reason you had to put em' down, it was probably best for the poor lil bugger.

i've had to put a cat down once because it had heart worms and stomach worms

she went out with a bang though, wound up stealing a steak from the neighbor's kitchen table, finding ways to open our fridge, and getting our food. bastard was a fucking genious.

either way, i have two cats now and one dog. my dog has some weird thyroid problem, made her have a stroke abotu a year ago. she couldent move, it was pretty scary. but she's all good now, a lil lopsided in the face, and blind in one eye, but all good. my cats on the other hand are about 30lbs each, and its all fat. theya re 10 now, but still pretty cool

How's things goin', kids? Snerd's back for a wee visit. No stories, unfortunately... Wish I could post some of my stuff here but it's a bit too racy for NG (I get to use slurs and more sex in my other story place). You guys'd like it if ya got the chance to see 'em. Due to security reasons, I can't give ya the link... I'd love to, but I'm not authorized... I suppose I had to move on from my Tales from the Crypt (especially that god-awful ending. I know... I hated writing it as much as you hated reading it. I just needed an ending story). Hope you guys're doin' fine and I wish you all the best of luck. Take care, kids!
- Snerd

At 1/26/05 03:38 PM, BonusStage wrote: You ... may not have 200 book ideas, but i seem to be a sucker for straight forward love poems ^.^, aka i love yours ramagi :)

Thank you

At 1/26/05 02:14 PM, Myst_Williams wrote:

At 1/26/05 01:27 PM, ramagi wrote: Here is something up lifting for people enjoy.

Nicely done ramagi. Based on a real life experience, or?

Actually everything I have posted is based on real life, in a way. I find it hard to write about things I have not gone through. The Ode is probably an exception, more based on some personal experience, plus other details .

Welcome back quisty, good to see that you decided to come back to us :)
Sucks that you had to put your dog down :( but a thing like that is always for the best, a dog living in pain just isn't realy right.
Hope you feel better soon.

Hello everyone...I havn't posted in here for a while, mainly because I had nothing to say. But I do now. I just want to get some of my thoughts out, because I seem to be cracking...I wrote a little poem thing (if you want to call it that) basically just on my thoughts about life, and how i live it...

I'd rather be a social outcast
And live my life how I like.
Then be someone who's life is curved by society.
living how others would like me too.

I dunno, it's short, but I've been thinking alot about things lately. It seems like the world is one huge commercial. There's a tag on everything, and nothing seems to be real anymore, just bullshit created by a bunch of people in suits. Which is disturbing in my opinion.

Anyways...glad I could get my thoughts out...

At 1/26/05 05:55 PM, Quisty wrote: Does anyone feel like writting me a poem?

Scotty:
...what a dog.
he lived to 77 **
he was as old as a log.
and now he's in heaven.

we'll miss you little buddy.
even though you you were somtimes bad,
like when your feet were all muddy.
we cant help but feel sad.

...Scotty.
**(well, 11x7(dog years) = 77)

lololol, man i should be a poet XD

IM CHURNIN' EM OUT!
hahah.

Yo people whats up, anyways i been playing this offline game rollercoaster tycoon, (RTS) i have not played it in sometime it found some interest in me once again i have #1, #2 so its fun times again hehe...

~X~

At 1/26/05 11:37 PM, ramagi wrote: Actually everything I have posted is based on real life, in a way. I find it hard to write about things I have not gone through. The Ode is probably an exception, more based on some personal experience, plus other details .

It seemed that way. Most of your stuff is from first person perspective. I like it though. A light read. ^_^

At 1/27/05 12:54 PM, Quisty wrote: Thanks for the poems guys, it helped me out. I am still in shock of it all, but I will go one. I am a strong girl.

I just hope you fell at your best again soon. You do seem line a strong one though. : )

Suppose everyone's doin' fine... Oh well... Don't even get a goddamn "Hey, Snerd"....

Very obvious, but odd rhyme scheme that moves throughout each line and not just the ending. O_o

Anyway, another from me. Turned out weirder then usual. I dropped alot my classic/old english lit on this one. More me, more real life. Please comment. ^_^

Used or Defused?
Free Verse
By, K. Myst Williams

There was a time I was free;
I could be everything I wanted to be.
You remember me before all went hazy
And then all we knew shattered and cried.
White surrounding; I’m padded, I’m tied.
I tried; for you – it’s true.

I used to be the one on top.
Knowing my roles; knowing when to stop.
Feeling out my hand, respecting the flop;
Being that man, the cushion to fall to;
Now I’m drowning in the cushion I can’t even dive through.
Here’s a clue; I’m wrong – you’re strong.

Give me the hand of perpetual light,
So I can have a chance to again take flight.
Please, re-live it all; it must have felt right.
For once in my life I fully belong;
I want to take what we have and make it prolong.
Sing me a song; don’t go – make it so.

oooohhh *sob*
its nearly been 24 hours and no one has said anything about my awesome poems back on the last page
X'( now i know why ppl stop writing in this place!!
you dont get recognised for your huge efforts you put into your stuff!!
muhahah!