At 1/9/05 06:55 AM, -WhiteFang- wrote: Sweet. I love the poem, i might actually submit a few myself.^^

sweet, I'll be on the lookout :)

I’ll delete you,
Kill your family in view,
Stick needles into your eyes,
I will blind you, as it try’s.

Hit me, you f*ck*ng rat,
F*** you up with a baseball bat,
Closer, closer the dark abides,
Crush you up at both sides.

Slitting wrists, seeping through,
Its f*ck*ng unbelievable to.
Roughly cutting you up into parts,
Aiming at you with darts.

Pissed off at what I’ve done,
Blow out my brains with a gun,
f*ck up life, and blood pollutes,
Splattered blood over FBI suits.

Fire away, kill, be hated,
F*** everyone, get discriminated,
Bye cruel world, time for suicide,
Its all over now, I shouldn’t of lied.

Slit you sons of b*****s,
Quarter you, shove you in ditches,
Dislocate your world from eyes,
Screams, gun shots and cries.

Break the neck of life,
Stab you in the gut with a knife,
Rip out your ear stud,
Bodies lay, in seeping blood.

Rap you up in a garbage bag,
C’mon, hit me you f*ck*ng hag.
Don’t stand there, crying,
You should be bleeding, dying.

I know what im saying is bad,
Killing my mum, killing my dad,
Sneaking up behind you,
And every lyric of this poem,

Is true…..

At 1/9/05 07:13 AM, PerfectlyCorrupt wrote: Now that. Is what i call a poem. ^_-\

-KF-

agreed. I like it alot, good job buddy.

Just written right now, let's see if you can guess what it's talking about doing today.

untitled

Breat throught the glass
Soar through the air
see my life pass me by
I see the city lights
As I fall to the surface
I see the people walk
Cars go by
When will this end?

I think of you
MY heart starts to ache
When will I go?
Far for too long
I'm soaring
Flying to the ground
I wonder what will happen when I hit

What will they say?
Will the care?
I wont.

Breathe
The pollution in the air
These lives we live
Are destroying the world we have
So when I hit
The fucking ground
I hope you know it's all your fault

I have it all to you
And for no reason
You shut me out
And now it's time
Time for me to go away
I'll leave
Goodbye.

Will you miss me when I'm gone?
Take my dreams and set me free
Finally, god has set me free
And ridden me off this burden
This burden we call life

Just a few more seconds now
It'll all be done
I'll be there..
Three
Two
One.....

At 1/8/05 09:11 PM, The_Redangleprince wrote: So prey tell, what hath kept you from posting everywhere?

i just been busy with life, oh and i was in another forum, im ending my ways with the noobistic forum they call clubs and crews, except a few clubs i may dwell in heh...

~X~

At 1/9/05 09:39 AM, XwaynecoltX wrote:
i just been busy with life, oh and i was in another forum, im ending my ways with the noobistic forum they call clubs and crews, except a few clubs i may dwell in heh...

You sir are a FAG, this is your home, like many others. You quit, why ? Because it has a bad rep ? Well i say fuck you ~X do what you like, try and and keep on the "good" side of the mods. Bah, i may be wrong, you may have other motives, but, denying your calling = fail.

Nice poems Malice and new guy, well done, i hope to see more soon.

Nice poems Malice and new guy, well done, i hope to see more soon.

Take it im the 'new guy'.

Actually, ive been a member of this club for a very long time, just hardly post....

At 1/9/05 05:24 PM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote: You sir are a FAG, this is your home, like many others. You quit, why ? Because it has a bad rep ? Well i say fuck you ~X do what you like, try and and keep on the "good" side of the mods. Bah, i may be wrong, you may have other motives, but, denying your calling = fail.

BOO YA. my thoughts aswell.
anyways, only 15 posts to go dude! are you going to do it today? where will your 10,000th be?
tell meh all!

At 1/9/05 05:24 PM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote: Nice poems Malice and new guy, well done, i hope to see more soon.

Thanks man :) Compliments are always appreciated.

Heh i couldnt leave this place, well this club anyways, i need to find my good bud RyanAn and see how his clubs are doing, but clubs and crews is nothing but noobs , flamers and people who ont even knowhats gong on haha, no not all of them i spend most of my time in WI/HT forums and starting poke around general, ill tell you one thing for sure general you can get away with murder hahaha, anyways 15 to go SCD, keep it real, be sure to let us know when you make that 10,000 or something after it, you will feel so much less pressurafterwards,i know i did after 10,000 reviews, peaking of 10,000 yesterday i just hit 10,000 blams so i have double 10,000 heh, anyways this post is damn long and im tired of typing heh...

~X~

Well i came for another post heh, anyways its been raining here in cali like cats and dogs non stop, its really strange it doesnt happen like this all the time, anyways just another post before i go to sleep...

~X~

Hello everybody. I just got back from ice fishing a little bit ago. Caught some Blue Gill and a 14 pound northern pike which was a hell of a fight. So I will eat good tommorow.
I see alot of new posts from new people in here, and I hope that all of you decide to stay. This place realy is pretty fun every now and then.
I'll post in a little bit, but for now I'm gunna do a little flash work.

this place is always fun :) Everybody in here is cool and we never have any stupid ignorant losers come in here and bug us :)

At 1/9/05 08:44 PM, Onic51346 wrote: Hello everybody. I just got back from ice fishing a little bit ago. Caught some Blue Gill and a 14 pound northern pike which was a hell of a fight. So I will eat good tommorow.
I see alot of new posts from new people in here, and I hope that all of you decide to stay. This place realy is pretty fun every now and then.
I'll post in a little bit, but for now I'm gunna do a little flash work.

eyy i was wondering where you had been :)
its been a while now, guess i better sign on to MSN... you BETTER be online *shakes fist*

Well, I'm back after some good flash work. I'll submit this bad boy one of these days when I actually finish it, but now is time for some good old beer. How is everyone doing tonight?

hey everybody. i'm just in a writing mood at the moment.

"what the fuck." he mumbled to himself in a low, barely a harsh whisper "this isn't a fucking journy, its a fucking death trap. i should just turn back now" his words fell into silence. the road had became warm..very warm.

without any warning there was a city. of gold and silver. of lights and music and sounds and smells. captivated by it, he walks into the main square.

Tall buildings surround him as he passes by crimson water fountains and chrome plated sidewalks. "it looks like something out of a cliche 60s future display" he mumbled to himself.

"because it is!" a booming voice coming from every direction around him. it was then that he noticed, not one person or creature was even in the city. the lights were on but nobody's home. "this is where you begin. but not stay. you will leave here and head south in the desert, do not stop in any other towns or cities untill you once again see the Paronis!" and with the end of the S slinking into an echo, the city was gone.

keep walking he thought to himself. just keep walking. you're delusional, soon enough death will come and sweep you away but death didn't come. he keeps walking and walking, not eating or drinking for days, but lives on, yes.

Soon he figures he has died, that his body had just stopped and lied down in the road, but his spirit or soul, or what have you was now wandering the desert. For weeks he goes on like this. He is alive yes, but only in a half life half dead way. He stops for nothing, people would drive up by him, the few people who ever came by those parts, offered him rides and he would not even give them notice of their presence and they'd drive off.

The desert was hot during the day, winds would blast his face with red , heavy, dry, dirt and dry his skin. he kept walking.

Soon, one day far off from his memory the Paronis showed her face again, in a less grand way to him. Starting as a small red flaming figure walking on the harizon, almost never getting closer. and then from the horizon she was infront of him.

"you have traveled long and far, why do you do so?" the voice was smooth and comforting, the first voice he has heard in a very long time.

"because i do..." his lips moved but no sound came out. he reached out to touch her, but grasped nothing.

"you cannot touch me, i am not of this phisical world. i am just appearing to you now to give you information. there is much more at work then you will ever no, but what you must know is that you are the last hope"

now he regained his voice, "last hope for what, you are a mirrage, you fucking lier, what the hell is going on?"

"patiance, we chose you because there is a battle brewing...worlds are at stake"

"yeah, you sound like a science fiction novel. a bad one at that." he was speaking without thinking first. he was telling a creature from someplace, of which has enourmus power, to fuck off. and he didn't even care about what she, him, it, could do to him. "you just fly or walk or whatever back to where ever the fuck you come from. and let. me. die."

a shreik beyond human hearing and understanding beheld his ears. he was crippled by it. "NOOOO, you will not deny it. you MUST help. you don't understand!"

"why me, goddamnit?! I am nothing, i'm a drifter i'm a hobo i have no use in this world. i dont care if i do for you, but i have been dead for weeks..but i do not die. i have been drifting along this fucking road for weeks. but i get nowhere."

"that's all i can tell you. but what you must know is that to save everything, all that you know. all that you don't know. you must keep walking in this direction. for soon you will come to the edge of what is known to you and your people, you will go through that door persay and you will bridge the gap which is being created. and then, you will close it." with that she was gone. it was night now, not the scolding hot day.

For the first time, he sleeps. long and deeply.

woah-ho-ho! Nice story there MAL. Very cool, I love it! :)

At 1/9/05 09:49 PM, Onic wrote: Well, I'm back after some good flash work. I'll submit this bad boy one of these days when I actually finish it, but now is time for some good old beer. How is everyone doing tonight?

eh... :(

good going with the flash and all...
still a secret is it?
anyways, be sure to tell me when you submit it....
:(

At 1/10/05 02:20 AM, M-A-R-C-U-S wrote:
eh... :(

good going with the flash and all...
still a secret is it?
anyways, be sure to tell me when you submit it....

(

Yah, it is still a big big big secret of mine. I will reviel it soon, but I can not let the secret leak at all until it is ready to submit. I will tell you about it though when I submit it so you can view it.

At 1/10/05 02:33 AM, Quisty wrote:

At 1/9/05 08:19 PM, XwaynecoltX wrote: Well i came for another post heh, anyways its been raining here in cali like cats and dogs non stop, its really strange it doesnt happen like this all the time, anyways just another post before i go to sleep...

~X~

Rain
Rain is the tears from the angels in heaven.
Whenever you hurt someone,
The angels shall cry.
Once the wrong has been turned into the right,
Then the sun shall shine.
Rain may be a sign on sadness,
but there is always a rainbow of hope after.

Real nice poem you got there Quisty. Not many realy get my aproval that I see, but this one is realy realy good. I give it...57 thumbs up :)
Anyways, I will be on all night, so I shall keep up the good posting.

more poems!

Quit My Life

I don't know where I went right
But I've found you and it feels great
You're the only one
To make me feel like I
I have some reason to stay alive

You're the best friend that I have
You're the best thing that's around
I want you to be with me
But I know it will never work
Cause you have someone else
And you're both happy

So I quit this life
I'll let it go...

After all I've said
I'm dumb
I know it's true
I think I like you
A girl I barely know
And I know you're happy with him
But I still want you...

I feel horrible
Cause I feel for you
And you're with my friend
But I just can't stand
To see me not with you

So get rid of him
And stay with me
We'll go on dates
We'll watch T.V

Every day that goes on by
I sit around
Sometimes I cry
I'm just a loser
Cause I know I don't have you...

So I quit this life
I'll let it go...
---------------------

Blade

pain
my friend
my love
the only thing that cares
it helps me when im down
it hurts me when I need it
it feels so good
so real
so alive
I love to feel alive

with the swipe of a blade
I'm alive
covered in red
the most amazing and beautiful color
it flows from my body
like a flowing river
so peacefull
so right
so good
so pure
so lovely

pain
my friend
I need you right now
I need you more than life itself
I need you...

Can I join?

At 1/10/05 02:46 AM, ConanOBrein wrote: Can I join?

Yah sure can. Welcome to the club. Just hang out, have a good time, share with us any pieces of literature that you would like to. And thats petty much it. You might not see X much...he's always reviewing stuff, and I am always drunk. Anyways, welcome.

Nice poem thing btw Quisty.

At 1/9/05 09:29 PM, The_Redangleprince wrote:
Well, thats the main reason I returned to NG. The C&C can be one of the best places to hang out online when it's active.

Agreed. If the good members leave the place only gets worse, i see no point in that at all.

~X~ im not gonna get 10k posts till friday the 14th, my second NG anniversary, i thought it would be a sweet time to celebrate it. Anyone agree?

At 1/10/05 06:23 AM, Slightly_Crazy_Dude wrote: ~X~ im not gonna get 10k posts till friday the 14th, my second NG anniversary, i thought it would be a sweet time to celebrate it. Anyone agree?

Well if you feel that is the best time to celebrate it then go for it. Keep on falling in top 50 b/p but who cares anymore. Been playing too many games lately.

At 1/10/05 02:33 AM, Quisty wrote:

~X~

Rain
Rain is the tears from the angels in heaven.
Whenever you hurt someone,
The angels shall cry.
Once the wrong has been turned into the right,
Then the sun shall shine.
Rain may be a sign on sadness,
but there is always a rainbow of hope after.

Nice poem Quisty kind of short but cool...

And onic your name i dont know it just doesnt look right... the numbers added depth or something heh...

~X~

At 1/9/05 07:46 PM, XwaynecoltX wrote: Heh i couldnt leave this place, well this club anyways, i need to find my good bud RyanAn and see how his clubs are doing, but clubs and crews is nothing but noobs , flamers and people who ont even knowhats gong on haha, no not all of them i spend most of my time in WI/HT forums and starting poke around general, ill tell you one thing for sure general you can get away with murder.

Well I see a few peopel banned for that already, So I wouldn't say you could get away with murder. I only touch a couple thread in this forum. I had to psot in one clubs thread mostly becuase they were so utterly cluess no one was posting the correct info.

man, it has defidently been a while since i posted here, so i think i should make it known that i have returned from a rather long hiatus from my computer. long story short is that i have been researching the effects of postmodernism on the human pshyche, and how everything in our society is shaping us all to inevitably be mindless drones with no deviation between one person and the next.

short story long...

although i dont believe we are living in a true postmodernistic society yet, i feel that we are in a transition period that has been going on since the beginning of the industrialization of the world.

the tools which influence us most today would most likely be the television and the computer, in that they both are showing us what society should be.

if you want examples of what im talking about, spend one day watching MTV, which isnt even a music station anymore. To be completely honest, i think they show less music videos than they air commercials.

and if you dont buy into that consider this, commercials work more effectively when you arent paying attention to them. You think they need to make sense for you to want their product, of course not (like a supermodel riding a mechanical bull while eating a burger from burger king).

the fact is, that when you watch television, your mind produces the chemical known as dopamine, which makes you feel as jolly as saint nick after an egg nog kegger, so its only natural that over a period of time ppl become attached to these chemicals and are more dependant on whats on TV to feel good. this is also the same reason that some ppl get addicted to junk food and say things like "i eat cause im fat and im fat cause i eat" which is pretty lame if you ask me.

but anyway, that is my reasoning behind the increased use of technology in the past few decades and where its taking us, and the reason for my absence

its only now that i have decided to stop avoiding something that cannot be stopped, because the old world will always be trampled upon by the new, making way for the "better" tomorow ( in fact, one constant of society is that it will always change over time), and i know that doing nothing wont get me anywhere either, so i will be using the systems of control against our corperate masters by posting every once and a while about the stuff i have learned over the past few months about corperations, the media, and the government, because the fact of the matter is, most people dont know this stuff because they are too busy blocking it from their memory banks with the systems of control within our own homes

until my next post, i would like to quotethe party slogan from the book by george orwell, "1984",

"WAR IS PEACE, FREEDOM IS SLAVERY, IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH"

-=HA=-

I am one happy camper today people. My highspeed internet just started working so I now have lighting fast connection which is making me orgasim all over the place. I will probably be on Steam playing counterstrike for the better part of the rest of the day, but I shall return soon.

At 1/10/05 07:52 AM, IM_KOOL_R_U wrote:
Well if you feel that is the best time to celebrate it then go for it. Keep on falling in top 50 b/p but who cares anymore. Been playing too many games lately.

Dont let IV_KOM get to you mate, keep above her at any chance you get :)

At 1/10/05 07:59 AM, Quisty wrote:
On, and BTW :
JediMasterQuist: hi
CRdudeAZY signed off at 7:58:07 AM
I see how it is >: (

Sorry about that, i didnt see your message, at that time i would be heading for work, feel free to aim me any other time.

Grats on your new connection Onic.