At 1/4/07 11:51 AM, TotallySpies wrote:At 1/4/07 11:47 AM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote:At 1/4/07 11:43 AM, TotallySpies wrote: brief me on the flames
I missed good stuff :(
I made music too. Link in sig.
Here I am, bored with everything.

At 1/4/07 11:51 AM, TotallySpies wrote:At 1/4/07 11:47 AM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote:At 1/4/07 11:43 AM, TotallySpies wrote: brief me on the flames
I missed good stuff :(
I made music too. Link in sig.
Here I am, bored with everything.
Every time I listen to Demilich, I'm reminded of how much they rule. With songs like The Putrifying Road in the Nineteenth Extremity (...Somewhere in the Bowels of Endlessness), And You'll Remain (in Pieces of Nothingness), and The Planet That Once Used to Absorb Flesh in Order to Achieve Divinity and Immortality (Suffocated to the Flesh That it Desired), how can you go wrong?
At 1/4/07 01:40 PM, TotallySpies wrote:At 1/4/07 01:23 PM, Hellraiser wrote: What do you guys think!?Alexi Laiho
I second this subtle insult :D.
BBS Mod, PM me if you have something to report.
At 1/4/07 04:41 PM, Dry-Ice wrote: Wow, you guys really are arrogant fuckwads.
Bye.
Aww.. cause we don't like Bodom... Bye.
At 1/4/07 11:22 AM, Nev wrote: I have OCD a bit too.
Okay, no offense, but I usually try to disregard a statement like that. You either have it or you don't. It's an actual disorder. So, you could either have it or you could simply be quirky or obsessive and/or compulsive without the chemical imbalance. Just because you're a neat freak or do wierd things doesn't mean you have OCD. I have dealt with this problem my whole life. I feel like something bad will happen if I don't give in to my tics. It feels almost involuntary. These aren't just wierd little things that I can sudenly stop altogether if I try hard. Even with drugs, it affects me. My mom would be amazed when I was a kid that I could do all the wierd things that I felt compelled to do and manage to breathe at the same time. I don't mean to start shit, but it really bugs me when people go and say "oh, I have a little OCD, too. I wash my hands twice" and things like that.
Oh, and speaking of washing hands a lot, there's one problem I still haven't worked out. I sometimes wash my hands extremely vigorously. I mean EXTREMELY. I've wasted 5 to 10 minutes scrubbing my hands until I'm sure enough that they're clean, and under very hot water. My hands come out bright red. I've even seen steam come off of my hands after washing them.
This condition has caused me much anger. I recall shouting and throwing objects because I was so damn tired of it.
And that was not directed solely to you, Nev. This is to anybody (whether or not there are any in this club) that think they have OCD just because they're neurotic and quirky and have odd urges on occasion.
At 1/4/07 04:49 PM, Sense-Offender wrote: And that was not directed solely to you, Nev. This is to anybody (whether or not there are any in this club) that think they have OCD just because they're neurotic and quirky and have odd urges on occasion.
Fair enough, in my own defence, I did say 'a bit', which you can consider as a shorter way of me saying that I have traits that you could expect of someone with OCD.
Plus, like with most disorders, this could just be a extremely minor case of OCD - if it even is OCD that is. Other cases could just be considerably worse... if you get me.
At 1/4/07 04:41 PM, Dry-Ice wrote: Wow, you guys really are arrogant fuckwads.
Bye.
You're a childish cunt, good riddance.
At 1/4/07 03:18 PM, batman64 wrote:At 1/4/07 12:16 PM, Dry-Ice wrote: Would you arrogant fuckers consider Children of Bodom worthy of discussion round here?I, for one, do not take kindly you calling me and my brothers and sisters "arrogant fuckers".
Now get the fuck out and stay the fuck out.
exactly, and the only disorder I know I have for sure is ADHD
At 1/4/07 04:49 PM, Sense-Offender wrote:At 1/4/07 11:22 AM, Nev wrote: I have OCD a bit too.Okay, no offense, but I usually try to disregard a statement like that. You either have it or you don't. It's an actual disorder. So, you could either have it or you could simply be quirky or obsessive and/or compulsive without the chemical imbalance. Just because you're a neat freak or do wierd things doesn't mean you have OCD. I have dealt with this problem my whole life. I feel like something bad will happen if I don't give in to my tics. It feels almost involuntary. These aren't just wierd little things that I can sudenly stop altogether if I try hard. Even with drugs, it affects me. My mom would be amazed when I was a kid that I could do all the wierd things that I felt compelled to do and manage to breathe at the same time. I don't mean to start shit, but it really bugs me when people go and say "oh, I have a little OCD, too. I wash my hands twice" and things like that.
I actually have autism, I know that. Aside from the mountains of tics I have, there's the frustrating dissociation. Imagine having to concentrate to stay "in it". People are about as alien to me as a dog is; I read peoples' faces and bodies like I read a dog's. They're the same in my mind.
Oh, and speaking of washing hands a lot, there's one problem I still haven't worked out. I sometimes wash my hands extremely vigorously. I mean EXTREMELY. I've wasted 5 to 10 minutes scrubbing my hands until I'm sure enough that they're clean, and under very hot water. My hands come out bright red. I've even seen steam come off of my hands after washing them.
I never wash my hands, only because I have no soap.
This condition has caused me much anger. I recall shouting and throwing objects because I was so damn tired of it.
And that was not directed solely to you, Nev. This is to anybody (whether or not there are any in this club) that think they have OCD just because they're neurotic and quirky and have odd urges on occasion.
I'm just obsessive, dissociated, a savant, neurotic, and full of so many tics and rituals I would shame both you and Gendo.
Question: Ghoul, what the hell do you do for a living? And how can you not afford soap?
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 06:36 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote: I'm just obsessive, dissociated, a savant, neurotic, and full of so many tics and rituals I would shame both you and Gendo.
Wow, just fucking wow. There goes my "most neurotic savant on the BBS" award....
Oh well, you still rule at making awesome black metal.
At 1/4/07 07:19 PM, Hellraiser wrote:At 1/4/07 07:03 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote: Question: Ghoul, what the hell do you do for a living? And how can you not afford soap?he can afford lots of weed,
but not a bar of soap....
hmmm....
Those were my thoughts exactly. Somehow I just think hygiene is more important than weed. Am I weird for saying that or what?
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 07:33 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote: I can afford soap, I just don't buy it.
Yeah why?
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 07:37 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:At 1/4/07 07:33 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote: I can afford soap, I just don't buy it.Yeah why?
I rarely go to the store (I usually eat out), and when I do, I go to a general store usually, and they usually don't have soap.
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 07:44 PM, Hellraiser wrote:
i hope i never see you in person, ever.
I take daily showers and wear deodorant, if that's what you were wondering.
At 1/4/07 07:45 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote: How's your immune system?
He doesn't use soap and you're making out he has AIDS or something :P.
Any suggestions for albums/songs/bands that i should buy from itunes when i get another $20 card?
Oh yeah, and my birthday is tommorow and im getting an eletric guitar :) Even though ill have to teach myself to play. So if you know any begginer guitarist sites...pm them to me.
At 1/4/07 08:07 PM, Nev wrote:At 1/4/07 07:45 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote: How's your immune system?He doesn't use soap and you're making out he has AIDS or something :P.
That'd be what I'm getting at sir. That and if he gets colds or flus very often.
:P
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 08:15 PM, HaveUbeenFooFighting wrote: Any suggestions for albums/songs/bands that i should buy from itunes when i get another $20 card?
Dissection -- Storm of the Light's Bane
Oh yeah, and my birthday is tommorow and im getting an eletric guitar :) Even though ill have to teach myself to play. So if you know any begginer guitarist sites...pm them to me.
poopy, I don't know of any. But I taught myself how to play, also, but without any sites.
http://media.putfile.com/Cold-Dead-Heart
piano and singing. My best singing evar.
At 1/4/07 08:26 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote: http://media.putfile.com/Cold-Dead-Heart
piano and singing. My best singing evar.
*stifled giggling*
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 08:33 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:At 1/4/07 08:26 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote: http://media.putfile.com/Cold-Dead-Heart*stifled giggling*
piano and singing. My best singing evar.
Is there something you'd like to share wiht us, Alex?
At 1/4/07 08:36 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote:At 1/4/07 08:33 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:Is there something you'd like to share wiht us, Alex?At 1/4/07 08:26 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote:*stifled giggling*
No *giggle* sir. Nothing at all Mr. Ghoul. *giggle*
*outburst of laughter*
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 08:40 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:At 1/4/07 08:36 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote:No *giggle* sir. Nothing at all Mr. Ghoul. *giggle*At 1/4/07 08:33 PM, Idiosyncratic wrote:Is there something you'd like to share wiht us, Alex?At 1/4/07 08:26 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote:*stifled giggling*
*outburst of laughter*
Get. out. of. my. house. now! *says in evil villain voice"
Seriously, what?
At 1/4/07 08:42 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote:
Get. out. of. my. house. now! *says in evil villain voice"
Seriously, what?
Nah, it's actually very good. Twas a joke my friend.
Here I am, bored with everything.
At 1/4/07 08:26 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote: http://media.putfile.com/Cold-Dead-Heart
piano and singing. My best singing evar.
You sound like a very kvlt Elton John there, that fucking wins.
At 1/4/07 08:26 PM, AtomikWarTerrorizor wrote: http://media.putfile.com/Cold-Dead-Heart
piano and singing. My best singing evar.
Damn, that was pretty good.