Oh my god...what the hell is wrong with you?
I suggest making one more installment and then immediately seek professional therapy.
It's amazing. I've played alot of horror games in my life but very few have had the same effect on me as Exmortis 1&2. It just blows my mind that one man can flawlessly pull off what so many big time developers have failed at. You definitely have something to be proud of here and I thank you for creeping the hell out of me. I don't think I've ever experienced a story that has expressed how terrifying the apocalypse can be quite like this. And yes, I'm one of those story junkies. Those newspaper clippings and diary entries go a long way, my friend.
Funny story. When the ghost appeared after using the lighter, I literally jumped out of my chair, screamed bloody murder and in the process, I somehow ended up punching myself in the balls.