Jeff Weise, you would have been my best friend.
These people on Newgrounds don't have a clue what they are talking about. Insanity is a disease, and so is cancer. The media doesn't cause cancer. Violent music doesn't cause cancer. It also doesn't cause insanity. It is something you are born with, and you can live, die, and carry on with it. People say that you are an asshole for doing such a thing.
You are not an asshole. You released this video, looking for help. A few people saw it merely as a means to entertain the public eye. They did not see this distress signal you have activated, so you took it upon yourself. However, the media didn't cause this. Nothing did. You were born this way.
Insanity is a gift. You gave it to charity. May you rest in peace.