At 10/17/04 12:08 AM, WastedRat wrote: wow i never did know what FDA stand for.

Well, I got clues from Tanner's AYB spoof, and the FDA collection

but funny if it stands taht, the video was hilerious too

Which one exactly?

At 10/17/04 12:47 AM, Painbringer wrote: Well, I got clues from Tanner's AYB spoof, and the FDA collection

oh...

Which one exactly?

i mean 'VIDEOS" lol, i seen all of them and there all hilerious.

well in other news i got my piece of crap cable back, it just started working like an hour ago. sooo much better then crappy 56k i was using earlier. well im still doing some homework for my cenglish class, god damn reading book seems so boring yet reading the forums is ohh ever so enjoyable

Might as well get all the need-to-say stuff out of the way first. Welcome back to WastedRat, WTF_Fender, -Axe- and anyone else I might have missed. Good to have you guys back. For the longest time, it was just Mal and Konrad in here, with me dropping by around once or twice a week. That last bit there probably won't change though. Things haven't been going great for me lately, and the work's starting to pile up. Take my Chemistry, for example. Test on Tuesday, and I'm not even sure I'm going to pass. That's never happened to me before. Most of tomorrow's going to go towards studying for that. But that's not why I'm here now. I'm just kind of looking for a place to vent. Oh, and if you're reading this right now, Oriana, I'm sorry. I just kind of wanted to get it out.

Now, for the past few weeks, I'm sure you've all caught me alluding to the fact that I have a new crush. Maybe had a new crush. I haven't made up my mind yet. Only problem is, like Mal, this was with my best friend; the girl that I had grown so close to that at one point, I think I referred to her as my "illegitimate sister". This was before I liked her though, so save the snide incest jokes for someone else. And for some strange reason yesterday, I decided to tell her. I even knew that she didn't feel the same way -- she mentioned something about wanting a T-shirt that said, "Oh, him. He's just a friend.", so people wouldn't think that we were dating -- but I decided to do it anyways. Maybe because I thought we were close enough that it wouldn't matter, maybe because a part of me thought that we would start dating, and maybe because I just wanted to see if I could. Just to see if I could be bold for once in my life and make a grab for what I wanted. Carpe diem, seize the day and all that other crap. So, I asked if she wanted to hit Blenz with me, she agreed, and after I came to the conclusion that homework didn't really seem all that important to me at the moment, I told her: "I think I kinda like you." Needless to say, things went downhill from there. You'll never believe this, but guess what song started to play on the speakers. "It's Not Unusual" by Tom Jones. Ugh. God's always had a sick sense of humour.

It wasn't all bad though. She doesn't feel the same way, but I think we're still friends. I don't know if the closeness will have changed at all, but I really don't want it to. She still has more or less the same taste in movies that I do, we still have more in common than I'd like to admit and she's still, hopefully, my best friend. I don't think anything will have changed -- we made plans to go see I Heart Huckabees and maybe even Team America: World Police this Tuesday before I told her and I think those plans are still good -- but I guess I'll find out if anything really has changed tomorrow. After I'm done with my studying, I'm thinking about giving her a call. See if she can go out or something. I guess I'll be telling you all how that goes in, like, a week or so. I still feel profoundly stupid though. Get this: I asked her to my prom as well. It's still a whole eight months away! "I don't know," she said. Hear that? That's the sound of me banging my head on something hard in the next country. We're still friends though. And there's a slightly happier note that I can leave you guys on. Not like anyone's going to read all this either way, but still. She told me that although she doesn't feel the same way about me, she'd still be a little jealous. "Jealous of what?", I say. And she says, "Well, I think I'd probably still be a little jealous if you ever got a girlfriend."

I've been in better moods, but it's still kind of sweet. At least this didn't turn out like the whole Robin escapade. Actually, you know what? I don't really have any regrets about any of this. This is just about the ballsiest thing that I've ever done. And just knowing that I'm capable of this is an ego booster all by itself. I think that pretty much sums it all up now. It feels good to get it all out. But what do all you guys think? Mal, you're the one I'm waiting for here. You must know what it's like to be me right now.

At 10/17/04 02:19 AM, biteme2514 wrote: huge chunks of text

omfgz0r i read it!

"Well, I think I'd probably still be a little jealous if you ever got a girlfriend."

hehe, nice.

I've been in better moods, but it's still kind of sweet. At least this didn't turn out like the whole Robin escapade. Actually, you know what? I don't really have any regrets about any of this. This is just about the ballsiest thing that I've ever done. And just knowing that I'm capable of this is an ego booster all by itself. I think that pretty much sums it all up now. It feels good to get it all out. But what do all you guys think?

i think that you should get some work done, so you can post in here more often!! haha. nice work aswell, being ballsy is a great feeling, ma'man.

Mal, you're the one I'm waiting for here. You must know what it's like to be me right now.

hmm, well, im not mal, and hmmm, i cant say i would know what its like to be j00 atm, so i will leave it to mal.
also, just a little question, how much time do you reken you would save in your post writing if you never used the italics feature of the post? lol... you seem to do one ever 3 sentences or so :P.

Benny, good to see you round again. *smiles*.
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Pain, this little drop by of Bens should be a reason to get you chirpy again... damnit, im addressing you! REPLY!! hahahah.
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ugh, back to school tomorrow for another 5 days of mayhem and hell... i played lots and lots of Starcraft yesterday, and it was fun as hell...
now i have some homework to do on a shitty Sunday night... typical.

At 10/17/04 03:42 AM, M-A-R-C-U-S wrote: ugh, back to school tomorrow for another 5 days of mayhem and hell... i played lots and lots of Starcraft yesterday, and it was fun as hell...
now i have some homework to do on a shitty Sunday night... typical.

WAH, School TOmmrow?/ wow, total different timezones that must be gay heh? lol, good thing is sunday morning here 1:20am to be exact, damn im sleepy and im still reading biteme's post, lol wow latta reading lol

At 10/17/04 04:24 AM, WastedRat wrote: WAH, School TOmmrow?/ wow, total different timezones that must be gay heh? lol, good thing is sunday morning here 1:20am to be exact, damn im sleepy and im still reading biteme's post, lol wow latta reading lol

lol yep it is.
and the timezone diff between me and you is even bigger than that of me to NG.
atm, im 14 hours infront of the NG timezone... where as at the start of the year, im 16 hours infront. (due to the northem and southern hemispheres turning their clocks opposite an hour)...
meh, it sucks to be me if you want to get B/P points.

At 10/17/04 04:28 AM, M-A-R-C-U-S wrote:

meh, it sucks to be me if you want to get B/P points.

You still manage to get PLENNY my friend. Have you looked at your own profile lately??

At 10/17/04 05:16 AM, Metal-Chuy wrote: You still manage to get PLENNY my friend. Have you looked at your own profile lately??

first of all, i've been signed up for a year.
second of all, take into account weekends, holidays, etc.
thirdly, i dont have much more than you, in the sense that you have 12.664 per day, and i have 17.077... only 4.41 b/p points a day difference between us... CHUMP.
lolol.

At 10/17/04 02:19 AM, biteme2514 wrote: This is just about the ballsiest thing that I've ever done.

Agreed. Saying anything that could have a large effect on a relationship does take a lot of balls.

Remember that straight 24 year old Asian kid I told you guys about? Well, at the beginning we were like best friends, but ever since I told him, he stopped sitting by me, and now he just completely ignores me altogether.

Just goes to show what words can do.

At 10/17/04 07:02 AM, M-A-R-C-U-S wrote:

first of all, i've been signed up for a year.
second of all, take into account weekends, holidays, etc.
thirdly, i dont have much more than you, in the sense that you have 12.664 per day, and i have 17.077... only 4.41 b/p points a day difference between us... CHUMP.
lolol.

WOW there! Where did you get that information? I thought you were talking about BBS posts but Im like.. no... I dont have 12.664 posts a day. Daily b/p points? thats is certainly not on my profile. Do you have some budu/administrator/webmaster sort of powers?

At 10/17/04 02:19 AM, biteme2514 wrote: Mal, you're the one I'm waiting for here. You must know what it's like to be me right now.

i know how you feel dude...but i'm not the best person to really council you for it.

lets see, the best friend dealy: we aren't even talking anymore. i donno, i try calling every little while to see what she's been up to, but usually i get blown off with 'i'm just leaving" or something like that. and then a month or so ago we were kind of getting back to the normal swing of things, and one day she showed up at my house, as she does about once a year and it was just awkward for the full ten minutes she spent here. and i dont think i was all that presentable, maybe she thinks i'm ugly now or whatever. either way, we havn't really even spoken since then

and this most recent escapade i'm going through with another rather close female friend is a total disaster. ok, basically her and i wound up staying awake all night last saturday and eventually lead to her falling asleep in my arms on a chair...well, its been just a train wreck since then. and the other night she said something like "i like you, you like me" and i said something a long the lines of "you have a knack for bringing up situations malachy is no good in 'oh hey, i'll bring up emotions, just for kicks! and even hint at commitment" she flipped around that point and was going on abotu how i was the one who wanted to date or something, she then went on about how she doesn't want a boyfriend and basically just called last saturday a fluke in her personality where she was in some skanky mood or whatever.

and its not like i am freakishly caring about here as her most recent boyfriend (really cool guy...just a lil weird at times) and she doesnt want a boyfriend. frankly i didnt want to get into a relationship either.

anyhow, we wound up being all awkward again and she said "lets just not talk anymore"

ok..i flipped around there. i can't stand not being able to talk to friends of mine, hell i'm kinda losing it since i can't talk to allison that much anymore, i'd call her, but recently i'm not very avalable, i just went to Devon's house and ate dinner, friday i was at a soccer party deal. yesterday i was busy dealing with my friend there.

its been a rollarcoaster lately. and to tell the truth, i'm not regretting a thing

in conclusion: ben i'm proud of you! and i'm hope all goes well for you. its hard to judge how people will react to things.

konrad, show up at that asian dude's house naked and demand sexxorz, that outta make him wanna hang out more.

At 10/17/04 10:17 PM, MALforPresident wrote: konrad, show up at that asian dude's house naked and demand sexxorz, that outta make him wanna hang out more.

I bet he would call the cops on me right away.

At 10/17/04 06:11 PM, Metal-Chuy wrote: WOW there! Where did you get that information? I thought you were talking about BBS posts but Im like.. no... I dont have 12.664 posts a day. Daily b/p points? thats is certainly not on my profile. Do you have some budu/administrator/webmaster sort of powers?

hmm... its quite simple.
you see, your BBS posts per day are located in your profile.
say you have 150 BBS posts, with 5 per day.
you divide 150 by 5, and get 25. THATS how many days you've been on NG for. then, to get your daily BP points, simply divide the number of B/P points you have (say 250), by 25... and you get 10. thats how many b/p points a day you have... simple.
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Kon, that would suck...
i can imagine how that guy would feel... i mean, he could be a homophobe, ya know.
but yeh, just goes to show you...

At 10/18/04 02:42 PM, GanonsTriforce wrote: <spam alert>

How are you gentlemen.

All your spam are belong to ¥.

I wouldn't.... ^_~ But that's just me....

I now know what to get you on your 18th birthday!

And you prefer men... O.o
Bah, I tried.

If you were two years older, then I would make an excetion. ;-)

Soo god damn tired, i had to drive girl to some meeting she had like 3 fuken hours away from were i live, then almost 4 more to get back, god damn traffic. god damn i never been so tired, my eyes are RED like hell, wow i had never felt these way before, i guess i need some serious sleep

At 10/18/04 02:00 AM, M-A-R-C-U-S wrote:

hmm... its quite simple.
you see, your BBS posts per day are located in your profile.
say you have 150 BBS posts, with 5 per day.
you divide 150 by 5, and get 25. THATS how many days you've been on NG for. then, to get your daily BP points, simply divide the number of B/P points you have (say 250), by 25... and you get 10. thats how many b/p points a day you have... simple.

ohh, I see. I just thougth that info was explicitly displayed somewhere on the profile

At 10/18/04 10:49 PM, WastedRat wrote: Soo god damn tired, i had to drive girl to some meeting she had like 3 fuken hours away from were i live, then almost 4 more to get back, ....

Thats quite a distance to travel. Hopefully you get something in exchange for your generosity. haha.

NOw, about being a slacker, how do you guys get around it? I mean, by being a slacker I develop new "techniques" so that society doesnt automaticaly labels me as such.

At 10/18/04 10:49 PM, WastedRat wrote: Soo god damn tired, i had to drive girl to some meeting she had like 3 fuken hours away from were i live, then almost 4 more to get back, god damn traffic. god damn i never been so tired, my eyes are RED like hell, wow i had never felt these way before, i guess i need some serious sleep

hahahah, oh man, sucks to be you atm, lol.
as Metal Chuey said, hope you get sum'n in return ;) lolol.
Metal - yeh nah its just the smarts that let me firgure that lil stat out :P hahaha.
and you ask of strategies? eh, i'd think up of some, but i cbf.
*boradly smiles and waits for laughter* hahahah.

At 10/19/04 01:04 PM, GanonsTriforce wrote: Erm?

You don't get it, do ya?

Woot would that be?.... MAL!? :)

Yeah, in a body bag!

Boy, I sure would love to see the look on your face when he jumps up outa that thing like a zombie.

Hey! I'll be 17 on May 27th! ^_^

what's so special about being 17? You don't get beer or sex legally.

I hope you you don't mean "Excretion" ! >.<

LOL!!!!!!!

At 10/18/04 02:41 PM, GanonsTriforce wrote: Doesn't matter. I was only home alone for 13 hours with the baby. By myself. I started to like, get Cabin Fever.

i was going to call you too! but alas, i've been so fucking busy its annoying. i had practice sunday and church, then i ate dinner at devon's house.

yesterday i got home from practice and i fell asleep, woke up at 11, sighed, and then went back to sleep.

At 10/12/04 06:54 PM, MALforPresident wrote:

No comment.

what? i'm always unpunctual and still getting paid.

You are going to hell lol.

hun, i was going to hell for a lot of better reasons before i even made that statement ^_^

Uhh... yeah.

wtf was i saying about shawn, you just used his name. how am i expected to carry on a conversation when i can't place at what point of the conversation i'm replying to?...or maybe you dotn wanna tlak aboot it.

You really are. I'll be the first to admit it. You know that I love you... in a wierd way... cause we're far away from eachother. And you seem to be focused on cuddling with Anna.

you know the funny thing? she was really coming on to me. and i'm not lying, she had this lil plan in her head that night. if it werent for that damned loud coffee maker, she probably would have fell asleep on me and left me in an uncomfortable position untill later. and now its just weird between us so you have nothing to worry about

and stash loves me too, i made a 3000 mile trek to see her. ^_^

Shush.

:P

Lies.

i do it so often in so many occerences, there is no sure way to tell if i've creamed myself yet

I've delt with you for a while now. What? 2 years?

HOLY SHIT! it's been that long?!

You're cruel.

whats cruel is what i did to him during training weekend at whiteface two years ago.

i started singing "devon likes men" then in a higher note "devon likes men..." and out of no where from the next table over he goes "yes he really does" then higher as i did "yes he really does" everyone started laughing

the kid does it to himself. then again, he is dating my sister, so i can't really say he likes men whithout insulting my sister....wait..i do that anyway, two with one stone, aha!

At 10/13/04 09:41 PM, MALforPresident wrote:

No no... I was just absent for 2 days. I'm getting sick for the 5th time in 2 months.

awww, i'm sorry. i've had the same cold for 2 months....i dont think that's a good thing

Anyways, I am hopefully getting my modem soon. For my computer.

YAY!!!! you have no clue how happy i am now!

And Mal, I've been really depressed lately. That down the street, not across thing is embedded in my mind. I was actually sharpening a knife while I was on the phone with Shawn. I dunno, I just need to be held.

you better be joking. now i wish i never said that v_v

I really anti-depressants.

wtf?

At 10/18/04 11:54 PM, Metal-Chuy wrote: NOw, about being a slacker, how do you guys get around it? I mean, by being a slacker I develop new "techniques" so that society doesnt automaticaly labels me as such.

heh, i just walk around woth a $4 shirt from JC penny that blatantly says "SLACKER" across the front of it.

At 10/19/04 10:17 PM, Painbringer wrote: You don't get it, do ya?

i dont think she's been here long enough to uncover all of the inside jokes that NG holds. as hard as i've tried to tell her.

Woot would that be?.... MAL!? :)

Yeah, in a body bag!

hey, that's not nice

Boy, I sure would love to see the look on your face when he jumps up outa that thing like a zombie.

haha, dont give me ideas, i might just do that to her.

what's so special about being 17? You don't get beer or sex legally.

it really does suck..nothing. nadda. i was able to be employed by a summer camp..but you get more pay just for being 18 there anyway...so yeah, it is teh suck to be 17

At 10/19/04 10:49 PM, MALforPresident wrote: i dont think she's been here long enough to uncover all of the inside jokes that NG holds.

I don't think anyone knows ALL of them.

hey, that's not nice

Alright, I'll buy you a cheap pine coffin then - Or is that still not nice enough for ya?

haha, dont give me ideas, i might just do that to her.

Be sure to get it on tape!

so yeah, it is teh suck to be 17

I guess it's the last year you can die a minor.

At 10/19/04 11:27 PM, Painbringer wrote: I don't think anyone knows ALL of them.

bedn might..but maybe thats because ALL of them almost always involve him...even the all your spam belong to us

Alright, I'll buy you a cheap pine coffin then - Or is that still not nice enough for ya?

i was hoping for a hurse drivin by penelope cruz.

Be sure to get it on tape!

damn straight!

I guess it's the last year you can die a minor.

and still be concidered jail bait ^_^

What exactly is the purpose of this group, if you don't mind my asking?

-nb109
1337ninj4.org

omg omg omg!?! Mal finally multi replied in one post! hahahah. its about damn time :) too bad none of it relates to me... so i have to reply to THIS guy...

At 10/20/04 12:32 AM, 1337ninj4 wrote: What exactly is the purpose of this group, if you don't mind my asking?

-nb109
1337ninj4.org

eh, well since theres a very small chance of you coming back here, im entitled to give you a shitty answer that... really isnt an answer at all.
but meh, this is pretty much somewhere where us slackers can crap on about whatever we feel like.
oh and btw... awww forget it. :)

At 10/17/04 02:19 AM, biteme2514 wrote: Might as well get all the need-to-say stuff out of the way first. Welcome back to WastedRat, WTF_Fender, -Axe- and anyone else I might have missed. Good to have you guys back.

This post I'm about to put up is probably going to be one of the longest I have ever typed out, but oh well. I read your story, and it kind of reminded me of a few things that are happening to me right now. Believe it or not....and thanks for the welcome back.

Things haven't been going great for me lately, and the work's starting to pile up. Take my Chemistry, for example. Test on Tuesday, and I'm not even sure I'm going to pass. That's never happened to me before.

Personally, I haven't really ever done bad in school either. Until my senior year when I completely lost it and missed 47 days of school and failed 4 subjects. I almost didn't even graduate. And no that I am in college, things still haven't gotten better. I think I'm failing CGT 116 and MA 147, but I think I can pull through it. I know how much people hate it when you say "Things will get better", so I never tell them that. Because most of the time it's not true.

Now, for the past few weeks, I'm sure you've all caught me alluding to the fact that I have a new crush. Maybe had a new crush. I haven't made up my mind yet. Only problem is, like Mal, this was with my best friend; the girl that I had grown so close to that at one point, I think I referred to her as my "illegitimate sister".

That happened to me over the summer, though it turned out that my best friend liked me in return. So we dated on and off over the summer. Things didn't really work out the way that we had expected, though. Now things are kind of tense between us because we are dating other people. In fact, she is dating my best friend from college. Problem is, he has no idea what went on between us and wants to do a double date thing. But she told me she wouldn't be able to stand seeing me and my girlfriend together. It's definitely hard seeing her and my other best friend together, but I can still deal with it. What a mess it's turning into...

And for some strange reason yesterday, I decided to tell her... Needless to say, things went downhill from there. You'll never believe this, but guess what song started to play on the speakers. "It's Not Unusual" by Tom Jones. Ugh. God's always had a sick sense of humour.

That was definitely a hard decision that you had to make there. I don't know if I would have brought that up to my best friend if I had a second chance. You just never know how things are going to turn out. And sometimes they don't turn out the way that you really want them too....

It wasn't all bad though.....She told me that although she doesn't feel the same way about me, she'd still be a little jealous. "Jealous of what?", I say. And she says, "Well, I think I'd probably still be a little jealous if you ever got a girlfriend."

If that be the case, then obviously she feels something more than friendship for you. Even if she doesn't want to admit it. That's one thing I have learned, you really don't get jealous about things like that unless you feel something for the person. There's always the chance that I could be wrong, but I doubt it. Then again, she might just get jealous because you wouldn't be giving her as much attention as you normally do, since you would have another girl to focus on.

At 10/20/04 08:34 PM, -IronClad- wrote: Personally, I haven't really ever done bad in school either. Until my senior year when I completely lost it and missed 47 days of school and failed 4 subjects. I almost didn't even graduate. And no that I am in college, things still haven't gotten better. I think I'm failing CGT 116 and MA 147, but I think I can pull through it. I know how much people hate it when you say "Things will get better", so I never tell them that. Because most of the time it's not true.

i hate to think i'm bringing up a touchy subject. but i'll be blunt and assholish.

anywho. is that when you found out you were bipolar? i know a person who found out, from almost no where he was because one day he just snapped.

That happened to me over the summer, though it turned out that my best friend liked me in return. So we dated on and off over the summer. Things didn't really work out the way that we had expected, though. Now things are kind of tense between us because we are dating other people. In fact, she is dating my best friend from college. Problem is, he has no idea what went on between us and wants to do a double date thing. But she told me she wouldn't be able to stand seeing me and my girlfriend together. It's definitely hard seeing her and my other best friend together, but I can still deal with it. What a mess it's turning into...

its happened to pretty much everybody in this fucking thread. we're all a bunch of losers, eh?

but no problem. it's weird she can't deal with a double date...and its also weird your freind from college knows nothing about you and her's past with eachother. you'd figure thatd eb something she would tell him early on.

That was definitely a hard decision that you had to make there. I don't know if I would have brought that up to my best friend if I had a second chance. You just never know how things are going to turn out. And sometimes they don't turn out the way that you really want them too....

heh, so true. but you can't go through life thinking about the what ifs. and just try and fix whatever you may have fucked up.

you know, sometimes even though it doesn't turno tu the way you want it to (nothing ever will) you can still make the best of it. you'll never get through life thinking about what went wrong or what will go wrong or being afraid of failure. so what, something went wrong, it turned out bad. go on with life, see if anything is salvegeable and rebuild.

coming from me...thats a pretty hard statement to beleive. but hey, i'm just philosophic, doesn't mean i actually fallow what i idealisticaly wish i beleived.

If that be the case, then obviously she feels something more than friendship for you. Even if she doesn't want to admit it. That's one thing I have learned, you really don't get jealous about things like that unless you feel something for the person. There's always the chance that I could be wrong, but I doubt it. Then again, she might just get jealous because you wouldn't be giving her as much attention as you normally do, since you would have another girl to focus on.

that'd be pretty shallow of her to just be jelouse on account of not getting attention. sometimes girls think that way, btu wind up that they really do have feelings for you. and then out of no where when you think you've forgotten about it all, and you're feeling a lil happier. here comes your crying friend freaking out on you for not choosing her and then you feel all bad..but then you remember, the bitch rejected you first.

grr

anywho - marcus. to cut down on spam. if it is as if the person will never come back, just ignore the post. i've been trying to do that for a while with n00bs who might not return. if they do, then i reply to them.
and i've been so strapped for time as of late, i have been doing those multi-reply posts a lot lately. you just havn't noticed.

At 10/20/04 09:35 PM, MALforPresident wrote: grr

indeed... can we have some HAPPY news for once???

anywho - marcus. to cut down on spam. if it is as if the person will never come back, just ignore the post. i've been trying to do that for a while with n00bs who might not return. if they do, then i reply to them.

okie dokie, you got it. :)

and i've been so strapped for time as of late, i have been doing those multi-reply posts a lot lately. you just havn't noticed.

hmm, fair enough! haha. bout time you started doing that aswell, hehe.
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another day of schoolio... another day of workio, bugger.

At 10/21/04 10:07 AM, GanonsTriforce wrote: Lies.

oohhhhh you're just a crack up and a half!! hahaha.
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where did WastedRat get too? earlier in the week we couldnt STOP him from posting in here....

At 10/21/04 10:07 AM, GanonsTriforce wrote: Lies.

tonight i was at a game at plattsburgh state university, playing on their new turf feild...FUCKING AMAZING!!! if you even understand or respect the sport of futbol (football, soccer, etc) you would find this feild to be heaven!!!!

we won 6-5 in a penalty kick shootout, it was tied 1-1 at the end of the second half, and to save time we didn't have any overtimes. but it still went to our overall record, which will serve us well in sectional seeding

But, you're Mal...

i know ^_^

I know... <.<

you have gotta stop stalking me one day..you might see something you dont wanna..like me naked.

I'm just lost.

beep beep!!! confusion...!!! confuseion! !!!!111!!one! 0_0

Uh huh...

you know damn well that i am not confident enough to make moves on a friend like that. either way, its all awkward between us. so you shouldent have any worries

O_O!!!! PSHAH!

ok. i endured only a 3hr bus ride to see her...and ben..and konny...and devin....and was going to see hycran, but he was a no show pussy no balled loser.

Yeah. What? You're saying it's a bad thing!?

no! i love you, and you know it! <3

i'm just amazed it's really been that long now..you better not be expecting like a anniverserry gift or something

...."Are you okay?" "No!"

thats basically it

You're happy that I'll stop calling you?

no, i'm happy because we barely ever talk on the phone. and with you being able to go on the net, we can talk on AIM a lot more often (and for cheaper)

I'm not... Meh, don't worry aboot it. You wouldn't know if I died! You don't talk to me.! >.<

dont start playing the pitty card with me! i would find out, i would be horribly sad too!

You know... prozac...?

"when you start talking, i can hear the prozac" ~some song

meh, i heard in a study that studys of teens and children who take anti-depressants like prozac and zoloft are more likely to have suicidal thoughts...how fucked up is that?

You haven't told me anything. Other than a better way to commit suicide..

:(

ok, inside joke law: josh bedn will always have something to do with the inside joke

Oooh, baby.

hey...:(

I'd be surprised at first, but then I'd rape him.

you can't rape the willing...and its been proven legally impossible for a woman to rape a man in the US due to the fact that a man has to be sexually aroused (thus wanting to have sex) to be able to have sex.

It won't work Mal.

says you. <.<

I never said it was special.

just smile and nod...

I have a 3 day weekend. Fri - Sun. CALL ME, MAL! >.< dammit. Oh, and tonight I'll be at a dance from like, 7 to 11 ish.
I don'tdance though., >.<

ok...since youw ont get this, i'll call you friday. i just have practice.

damnit, its 11:40 something. i'd call you now, but i need to go to bed soon!

why do i bother typing that out...she's not going to even see it till monday

At 10/21/04 11:45 PM, MALforPresident wrote: damnit, its 11:40 something. i'd call you now, but i need to go to bed soon!

lol!

why do i bother typing that out...she's not going to even see it till monday

LOL!
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GRR!! damn you Pain, you make me make myself look like i have something to say in your absence!! BUT IN TO THIS CONVO... PLLEEEEASSSEEE!!!
hahahah.
im sick of having to reply to Mal and Allison's uber long love posts....
*thows up* hahaha.

At 10/22/04 02:09 AM, M-A-R-C-U-S wrote: LOL!

yeah shut up!

GRR!! damn you Pain, you make me make myself look like i have something to say in your absence!! BUT IN TO THIS CONVO... PLLEEEEASSSEEE!!!

muahahahahahaha~! ^_^

hahahah.
im sick of having to reply to Mal and Allison's uber long love posts....
*thows up* hahaha.

hey...its not love..its lust. purly sexual, no emotions involved *cringes for future bitch slap*

anywho. that romance may not last much longer, i wasn't able to call her today either. i had practice, then since my sister got honorable mention for the allstar team for the conference and my friend devon (her boyfriend) got 2nd team allstar...i kinda had to go.

and now it's late...and i have the ACTs in the morning(national test, like the SATs type deal..but you have no fucking clue about them anyway micky)

i should do pretty well.