It's uncanny how much has changed this year. I have sensed that the general public have not only grown tired of this war, but less interest in keeping up with it, along with the bullshit disinformation being spread around about the war in Ukraine, not just within Russia, but from fascist politicians in the United States.
At no point in time have I lost interest in following the war, nor have I covered my eyes (the savagery in Bucha, seeing a child's head turned into a stump is something I can never unsee). I won't invalidate people's opinions that there is a double-standard with how the US is approaching this, because in the past when we have "helped" countries, we have left them in worse condition than when our "special military operations" started. Ukraine is unique because if the country was easily defeated, it would give Russia an easy excuse to invade more territory.
When the war kept dragging on over this last year, at one point I got dreadfully panicked of nuclear war breaking out. With the anniversary approaching, these anxieties of nuclear war crept up once again, but after having it on my mind for so long and seeing where the world is going, I now do the thing my mother did that was one of my biggest pet peeves: I stopped worrying. That doesn't mean it still doesn't terrify me, though. The physics of a nuclear explosion are terrifying. It's like introducing a mini-sun in our atmosphere for a split-second.
Seeing China getting involved with providing assistance to Russia is going to worsen our relations with the Chinese, and if China decides to invade Taiwan and we send our military assistance there like with Ukraine, it's going to drain the United States' ability to be combat ready to defend ourselves if such a situation were to arise over an extended period, and this is absolutely what our adversaries would want.
I saw a Ukrainian woman on 60 Minutes say she would like to go slap Putin in the face, and reveled in the fact that he would be slapped by a woman. I second this, because that punk bitch deserves to be slapped by a gay. And I'll do it in drag. But that's not what I ultimately want for Putin, obviously. If would nice to see him be unseated or overthrown and thrown in front of an international criminal court, but the likelihood of this is so incredibly slim in my eyes. And if Putin dies, it doesn't free Russia or the world from his buddies that are playing along with him. This war has grown so incredibly complicated that sometimes I don't see another end but an abrupt one where no one wins.