Hey guys! Did ya miss me? no? didn't think so :P My internet went special olympics on me the last few days, so I haven't been able to get online for more than 5 minutes >: (...But I have a few new poems for you guys, so I hope you enjoy them! Here ya go.
First is Who Am I?
I'm laying here on my bed
With all of this shit
That's goin through my head
Why can't you see
what all this shit in my life
Is doing to me
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know what I'm doing with life
I don't know why I am this way
Please just set me free
Look who I am
At least you know who you are
I don't know what I can be
I don't know
Why can't you see
With all this shit that's goin on in my life
It's like a fucking shot to the head
Sometimes I hate it all
And I wish I was dead
But sometimes I want to live
Just to see your face
So I can hear your voice
You make me so happy
I wanna know who I am
I need to know what to do with my life
I need to know why I am this way
Please...help
Look who I am
At least you know who you are
I don't know what I can be
I don't know
Why can't you see...
count to three
Count to three
You will see
How I see myself
In a few short lines
Three
I'm alone
I'm scared
I need somewhere to go
I'm lost
Come find me
I need to know who I am
Two
Getting closer
I need to know where to go
I'm lost
You can't find me
I need to know
Do you love me?
One
Almost done
I'm so close I can taste it now
Come home
Not now
I'll see you in hell
I hope you burn and die
Zero
I'm gone.....
Suicide Note
"Hey"
"How are you"
"It's great to see you baby"
"I missed you too"
Do you think that's gonna happen?
Fuck that
Nothings that great
Keep dreaming
The next day I just won't wake up
I'll keep dreaming
And I'll be gone
You'll miss me
When you don't see my face
You'll never get a rose again
You'll never hear those words again
No guy will ever mean it
"I love you"
That's the last time you'll hear it
I know you think we're meant to be
But for the love of god can't you see?
I'm a fucking idiot
I don't know who I am
And I don't know what to do
I'm going to leave now
Maybe one day we'll cross paths
But for now, I'll be in the backyard
This is my suicide note.....